That's it

Just came back after a short trip to the beach yesterday

But actually I feel empty :)) I couldn't refill my energy as I thought I would

But then now I become like a robot :)) I have no feelings about getting hurt or being tired...

Is it too late to catch me?

I had a dream, and now it's been fading away

:))

who cares? who really cares? :)

I'm not gonna allow my emotion to let me down, ever again, not good not good for me, enough

That's it, let it be :D

Btw I really wanna take a short course around 3months studying about business or PR. That's gonna help me on my business later on

Stay

Today mommy talked about moving to Canada to live

I know this is what my family's planned for a long time, half of my family is living in Canada and they always want us to move there, begin a new life

But I wanna stay here, I'm not afraid but I just wanna be here

I decided to stay back a year ago , so I'm not gonna change my mind again

I'm in love with my life and everything around me :)

Well, yesterday was really horrible, I'm not gonna do anything so silly like that again, hix god bless me that I'm still here now

and tomorrow I'm going to the beach with my friends , let me see...this summer, I've been to the beach 4 times, and now it's gonna be the 5th :)) How exciting it is! I love the beach, the smell, the air, though I dunno how to swim.. :D

But boyfriend I'm gonna miss you :X only few days but I think I'm gonna miss you. Dunno why but these days I've always missed you :)) then I just want to have you by my side :)) not good not good :P

Thinking about Wedding planning, that's cool, I've wanted to become a wedding planner since the day I watched Wedding planner by J.Lo, nice and romatic movie ever

ok I need to go to sleep now :X

be rite back

Life

Life is how we take right?

:)

Anyway rite now atm I'm feeling fine, peaceful

I just don't wanna become an old lady sitting in a dark corner complaining about the life

Live it, watever it takes, enjoy every moments whether it's good or bad

Plans plans plans :)) love them :X . Ahora puedo decir que me encuentro de pie, ahora que me va muy bien :D

Old melody

Never mind

I never know

:))

Who I am and what I've done is simply a NEVER MIND to you

:))

Well so you just care when you need something to care right?

Then after that, "never mind"

:))

It hurts, really :))

But now you hurt me , it never mind to you , you just do whatever you want , I'm a never mind

Thurday 20th August 2009

Thurday 20th August 2009

Was I stupid at all??

Was I outta my mind at all?

Was I too childish?

Was I too sensitive?


But I'm feelin not really well

I don't really understand at all

But if it's better I'll do that for you

I just cannot understand the whole story

What're you thinking INSIDE???

What've I done to make you feel insecure?

What've I said

:))

Maybe I'm not enough :))

Sad

Somehow I've realized something

:))

And be honest that it hurts me so bad

:))

shiet

I wish I could be a little stronger

But wth? I cannot even shed a tear

:))

Sensitive

I have to say that sometimes I'm so scared of being sensitive or having a 6th sense :))

I'm afraid of being able to feel what's coming next

I'm afraid of being able to feel what ppl are trying to hide me

:))

I'm tired

hehe

:))

But I've become like a robot these days

Feelings aint in my mind now

I don't wanna think of anything

I don't wanna say anything

I don't wanna do anything

I don't wanna laugh, don't wanna smile

I don't wanna try to say that "hey hey I'm fine"



Today when I was in the Yoga class, I had to leave earlier, coz I was pretty tired and couldn't breath :)) though the teacher was teaching how to take a deep breath =)) Like my breath was taken away

Goodnite Hal :X

Oh lah, tmr is Tue

Which one?

Well there was a definition that I tried to ignore, but now I realize it'll be there, forever

And there's nothing that I can do to change it

So ...

1. give it up

2. go on with it

I've been thinking, coz sometimes it makes me too tired :)) to think, yes I don't deny that sometimes I just wanna leave it all behind and give up

:))

but it's too easy right? /:) and maybe I'll regret for giving up too early?

Open your mind Hallie :D

That's what she said

There are people that say what you wanna hear
Even on a raining day they'll tell you the sky is clear
When you really really love someone
Am I right when I say that you want them near?
And if you can't even tell them things that they wanna hear

Always, forever
All things she said
Never say never
Those simple lies that she fed
I will never leave you
All the love I thought she had
But can you blame me, no
Cuz that's what she said
That's what she said
She told me we'd see forever
That's what she said, she said, yeah

And there are people that say what they really mean
She said she'd always be there
She said she'd always care
But just when you think that you can trust that someone you love
Tell me why, or do you know
How stars can fall from above?

Cuz you made promises
That you couldn't keep
But you're not hurting yourself
You're only hurting me
Why would you say things that you really didn't mean?
Oh how can I make you see
Just what you did to me?
Oh, you said how much you really cared
Just when I thought I was in love
Girl, how could you dare?
If I were you I could not lie even once
To the face of the one
That I love so much

Ngày 8 tháng 8

8/8

Anh, anh có nhớ hông? ^^

:)

Lessons

I've learnt a lot of lessons today

About life

About love

About the different between Easiness and Difficulity

About the past and the future

About what to remember and what to forget

...

Complicated yes it is

But then I have to change my mind

To live with complication, to conquer it and to be happy

C'est la vie

It wasn't a good day so far

- Dạy học
- Làm việc
- Học
- Không thở được
- Đau vai phát khóc đi được

Uh đấy

Sao nhiều người thik điểu khiển cuộc sống của người khác như vậy nhỉ?

Mk

Khó chịu vđ ra

Mệt lắm rồi muốn ra sao thì ra

Tôi không phải là robot hay búp bê bik đi rõ chưa ???????????

F$##%&@!*#($@&!

Tự nhiên muốn biến vù phát đi đâu ra hoang đảo sống cho đỡ rắc rối

Who cares? :)

Malade

Cảm thấy ốm lê ốm lết ra

Người đau

Đau quá thể íh

=,=


Giờ ai muốn nói gì cũng được hết à :))

Bình yên là gì?

Bình yên là gì?

Là học cách hài lòng với mọi thứ xung quanh

Hài lòng với những thứ mình hông thik và hông thik mình

Hài lòng với có, không, lạnh, nóng

Có những hp rất đơn giản và hông tên

Nhưng anyway hp cũng chỉ là falling star, tồn tại trong một khoảng thời gian ngắn

Vậy thôi đừng suy nghĩ , đừng lo lắng , cũng đừng đau buồn , đừng khóc lóc , đừng có hi vọng là hp là mãi mãi

Đi ngủ thôi

Giật mình thấy là từ khi nào mình bắt đầu có cái kiểu suy nghĩ này?