Wednesday, the last day of September

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Hôm nay mình coi phim tên là A moment to remember, vừa coi vừa khóc …

Vừa uống 2 viên Goodnite , tên thuốc đúng bó tay :)) hi vọng như chị bán hàng nói 10ph nữa mình sẽ ngủ say như chết :))

Lịch ngày mai dầy đặc

- 5am: wake up
- 6am: exercise
- 8am: lấy áo dài
- 9am: hẹn làm đồ
- 1pm: hẹn make-up
- 4pm: @ the church
- 7pm: party

After that, nếu còn sức thì mình sẽ đi tiếp cho mệt hết ngày :))

Mình, đang nghĩ gì?

Mình, đang làm cái gì thế này?

:))

Thôi hình như sắp buồn ngủ, tốt quá

Hallie, ngủ ngoan, không được khóc và không được suy nghĩ nhiều :X

Hãy cứ để mỗi ngày đều là một ngày mới

:)

Tuesday 29th Sept 09

U broke my heart wasn't the 1st time. And what if it'd not be the last time? :') I just dont have enouf courage to stand the pain over and over again.
You love me but then why u still make me feel so sad? Why? Why? Why?
My heart aint strong as I think it is, once I get hurt, it'll take a long time for me to forget all the pain...and I'm scared...

So what?

I got a very bad dream last nite, in my dream, I saw my mom die. Now I still have the feeling of being so scared, I cried a lot in my dream that made me feel like it was my real teardrops. God please bless my mom, I'm begging you please

Mommy I love you, pls just don't leave me

What's going on in this world? I'm feeling so lonely :)) Well, why do I still have this kinda feeling?

What's wrong for being in need of someone who'd ready to be there for you when you're out of your mind and feeling so small?

:))

But I think it's wrong

Coz usually when you need someone most, they'll never be able to be there for you, never

So keep smiling :) and try to be strong

I'm trying to keep myself busy as much as better. Then I'd be tired after a long day working, then I could go to sleep earlier, then I'd wake up in the next morning, the 1st thing in my mind would be "what do I have to finish today?" Then I'd go to work, focus. Then after working I'd go home, feeling completed :D

That's cool right :D





Mọi thứ, rốt cuộc cũng chỉ là thói quen mà thôi :)

Trung Thu

Hôm nay

Mình đã được mua đèn lồng cả rất nhiều thứ đồ trung thu


Cám ơn anh

Pissed off

I'm very disappointed

I'm very disappointed


:))

WTF

:))

Rainy Friday

Mình ko đói

Mình ko ngủ được

Mình …

:))

Trời mưa

:))

Not me not I

This's quite not me

I don't know what's goin on

I don't feel hungry

I'm tired of seeing lots ppl at the same time.

I don't wanna talk

I become so quiet even I go out with my girls :))

I'm easy to forget

I can't concentrate

I'm easy to be angry , easy to feel hurt

I'm so sensitive. If you wanna see me crying, now it's the right time

This's not me btw I swear

Gosh, so damn crazy

Today is a rainy day and Monday

Mình bị mệt thật rồi

Không muốn vui

Không muốn nói

Không muốn cười

Không muốn ăn

:))

Mk, mình khó chịu vãi chưởng ra

Rainy days and Mondays always get me down

But tmr is Tuesday right? :D

Quiet Sunday

I really love reading travelling books, or travel stories

I love to listen to ppl talking about their trips, then I'll be envious, wishing that I could be like them :))

Kinda quiet day...

I got my nails pink today :X

Got the whole inspirations for the sailor project :D

Reading books, a travel story, makes me wanna go to Paris asap :)) And another one called "Steal the ideas - marketing secrets" by Steve Cone. It talks about the way big successful companies in the whole world running their business, gives examples how they promote, what's good and what's bad for promotion, very interesting book :D Wish I could see it a year ago when I studied about promotion in ACET :))

Then I talked to my cousin :) Well I wish you all the best darling :X Love you, I'll try my best to help you. Pls remember , no matter what happens, tomorrow is gonna be the new day for everything :) It has to be the 1st time for everything even it's gonna break you up. Time will tell and time will heal everything :) I swear

Ok, now I'm gonna watch "Final destination 4" :))

Love & Life

Life is a maze

And Love is a riddle

I had a day out with my bf

Well I really loved being with him that way, kinda staying beside, lying beside him and talking nonsense to him about everything. Even he doesn't have enouf patient to listen to all of my stories, even he cannot understand all of words :)) but I know he's there, that's enough for me. At that moment, I have the feeling like he's not only my bf but also my friend, someone is really close to me..... Will this moment and this feeling last forever ? :)

I'm tired now, and I'm sleepy

Gosh

Wishing

I wish I could be with you as long as possible

:)

Wednesday 16th Sept 2009

What a day

:))


But anyway, it hurts

Outside and Inside

....

"People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel..."

Well , it's the reason why I felt in love with you, boyfriend :)

No matter what happens, no matter how things will change, you and the way you did make me feel is gonna be a part of my life, forever

Love ya :Xx

Tuesday 15th Sept 2009

Sáng ra bao giờ cũng tỉnh

Ta hi vọng ta cứ phởn, cứ tỉnh, cứ sáng suốt thế này mãi

Hôm qua ta hi vọng ta sẽ thành robot, không tim không phổi, cứ làm việc theo hệ điều hành từ não thôi

:))

Khó

:))

Take it easy, don't mess things up

Busy Tuesday, goodluck Hal

....

C2B2 maybe I forgot it :))

Chủ nhật ngày 13 tháng 9 năm 2009

Dear Diary

Hôm nay, trời đẹp, nắng vàng, chim hót líu lo

Xong pattern

Đi làm

Đi chơi

Finished the 1st toile :X

Nhưng mình chẳng vui

:))

Uh đấy,

:))

Thì sao?? Chả làm gì thay đổi được :))

Có những thứ cần phải cố

Nhưng có những thứ cũng chẳng cần phải cố làm gì, vô nghĩa mà thôi

Cho dù mình có cố thế nào cũng chẳng thay đổi được gì

Today it was what I realized :)

Shiunhon àh :)) dream on

Sunday 13rd Sept 2009

Hallie, đừng có hi vọng nhiều để mà phải thất vọng

:))


How many times that I’ve ever said “ I'm so stupid ” ?

Wake up, wake up….

be strong and be independent

Happy 10th monthsary

You love me

I love you

But why sometimes you still hurt me, unintentionally like that?

Is it right when ppl say not because of you, not because of me, but because of we're not meant for each other?

:)

I just want to be with you as much as possible, I just wanna to lean on you when I feel so tired, I just wanna hear you saying that "I'm here so don't worry" :) Is it too much? Is it too simple? Or is it too complicated?

Anyway, happy monthsary , the 10th :X

Monday 7th Sept

Đời có thật là cái đinh???

:))

How to get outta feeling sleepy and tired?

Bà ở viện để check sức khỏe mấy hôm, nhà vắng quá, bình thường bà vẫn hay nói, bà nói nhiều hơn cả mình :)) nói nhiều đến mức làm mọi người hoang mang :))

Nhưng hông có bà, đi qua tầng 3 thấy tối om

Sợ

Sợ đủ thứ

Từ trước tới giờ chả biết sợ gì ngoài sợ ma

Nhưng giờ thấy sợ,

:))

Ôi sao nhiều lúc con người ta lại có cảm giác yếu đuối như này được nhỉ ? Yếu đuối, sợ hãi, rồi cảm thấy mọi thứ đều lỏng lẻo bấp bênh và lạnh lẽo

Mình không thích bệnh viện, mỗi lần vô đó lại càng cảm thấy ranh giới giữa sống và chết, giữa được và mất chỉ cách nhau trong gang tấc…

Mk hôm nay tranh thủ đi lấy đồ mà cái đứa đấy nó vắng nhà, ức chế thế, mất công đi đi lại lại nắng nôi x(

Uống hết 3 cốc trà chanh một lúc, vẫn khát nhưng xót ruột quá

Mặt mũi tèm lem nhìn như con cún

Đi nằm tí, shiunhon's gonna be back soon :X

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Loving

Well ppl said there's nothing should be called forever, that's true. But somehow I wish I could be with you forever

You can't be with me all the time

Even you can't be with me when I need you most

But right now I know that I'm still loving you baby :)

So do you? Do you love me? :) I'm pretty upset when I think all of the things you've been doing is just a try for not being lonely. But at least that's the thing I'm sure that I can do for you right? :D

Because of wanting to get outta feeling lonely so you love me, or because of loving me so you don't feel lonely anymore? :)

Oh lah anyway I had a good day

Dizzy

Damn it, is that I'm going to die x(

I'm feeling so dizzy, like I can easily fall down when I stand up, even when I'm standing, suddenly things are like bang on my head, then I cannot see anything. This morning, I almost hit a car when I was driving and suddenly feeling dizzy :)) god bless me

Maybe gotta go to the doctor to check

drama drama drama

And I feel thirsty all the time , have been drinking around 5l water today =,=

:(( what's happening to me???????????

First of Sept

Diary - Tuesday 01/09/2009
- 13:51


eating

feeling smt on my cheek

feeling thirsty

feeling dizzy, maybe the Yoga caused this prob

wanna make a call

then remember phone still doesn't work

:">

fine

it'll help me to be stronger

new house for rent

great job is waiting ahead

falling in love with lemon juice