Tuesday 30th March 2010

Hà hà

I dunno what’s wrong with me coz I’m feeling so upset

I’ve had a good day so far, business so so, met Tieu and Kun for lunch today

I even bought me 2 big cups of ice-cream today

But I’m feeling totally wrong, so wrong now

It seems I can’t control my emotion

Lol, wanna cry out

What’s wrong?

I felt disappointed?

I felt lonely?

I felt surprised?

I felt small??

I felt what?

Now I’m waiting for what?

But anyway, I’m enjoying my life atm, when Tieu is here with me, I know that she’s here for me :) And no matter what happens she’s gonna stay by my side

Listening to some oldie songs. I really wanna do something crazy now :)) , maybe I'd better go out

:))

:))

Well ok, so if something happened

I'd take care of myself

That's it

Vậy đi

Being with you

Well, everything is just going right

Esp when I'm with you, right?

I really need you to save me each time I'm down, simply like this, staying beside me, hoding me so tight in your arms, teasing me, making me laugh...

I just feel that you're closer to me day by day aa

What's gonna happen next? My fav question :)) But anyway I dun care about tmr when I'm with you. I just wanna save every happy moments... save it, and lock it with me

Sunday 28th March

Hopefully you could be with me on my bday this year... :)

being Tired

Hallie is really tired :)) and she doesn't understand why?

I'm tired that I dun even wanna call anyone, talk to anyone or see anyone

...

Wanna escape for a while

Then will be back like a sunflower :))

ha` ha`

Dreams

Dreams...

Different dreams...

Messy

No sounds

PPl's familiar faces

But I can't firgue out why they were all in only one dream

Or maybe just because I was too tired yesterday

:)

Sick

Feeling so tired

Running nose

Headache

Just had to take medicine

:(

Btw, mayb today is 23rd

I bought a new cell today, hope it's gonna be alright :(

SUNDAY (remarkable)

Well, woke up at 7:35 after 2 ring arlams. Took shower quickly. Put my make up on while waiting for my hair to be dried. After texting my bf to wake up, I walked to the church, was there with Kim and Toan. Then my bf came to take me and we go to a hairsalon to have his haircut. Then I told him I was hungry, he brought me to a coffee shop..We went back to his house to have lunch with his parents. I worked while he was watching TV. After that, we went to see the apartment that he intended to buy. I just loved the view of the 702 :)) I'm the number 7 addict :)) we went to the supermarket, dinner out and watched my Edward's movie together :D Lol, the movie was pretty..boring and made me feel tired. Finally, my Ed dead, shiet!

Oh lah, it was a day

Simply

But I felt happy

I dunno how to explain this KINDA HAPPINESS

It was DIFFERENT

I dunno why

Because it was a peaceful happiness??

I dunno

Now I'm feeling like I'm drunk :))

Yes, exactly like I'm drunk because of mineral water :P

lol

Love you

I don't know

Am I on my way to become a cold emotionless person?

I dunno

Or maybe I am? Already?

I dunno


Maybe it’s a new period of time. But how strange the change from major to minor. And I have to face it, have to try

How? Who’s gonna help me if I don’t want anyone to help?

Crazy

6

Maman Mỹ

Hôm nay là sinh nhật mẹ Mỹ

Chúc mẹ sẽ sớm khỏe :X yêu mẹ nhiều

Đừng lo nghĩ nhiều mẹ nhé :X

Lúc nào cũng phải vui vẻ mẹ nhé :x

Being stupid

Chả hiểu nữa

Đang làm sao?

Là ntn?

Muốn đi ra đường

Chẳng đi được với ai

Cũng chẳng biết đi với ai

Cũng chẳng biết ai sẽ hiểu tình trạng này

Cũng sợ nếu phát biểu ra thì ng khác sẽ nghĩ mình bị ngốc

Chả hiểu nữa

Làm sao thế nhỉ?

Muốn gì thế nhỉ?


Cannot concentrate to do anything


…….

Nothing

Yesterday

Yesterday it was tired

Yesterday I felt surprised, tho it happens all the time but I still felt surprised as usual lol :))

Yesterday I realized something, so sad but it might be true. I'll have to learn the way to deal with it? Or give it up?

:D

It depends on me , strong or weak now I guess, coz no one would be able to be there to give me a hand or any advices , no one anymore

lah lah "I'll never be the same if we ever meet again"

currently in love with this song

Friday

Am I lucky or not?

Anyway :D

lah lah lah

everyone is coming back :X

Thursday 03/11

Thursday morning...

Feeling the cold inside and outside

Dun have tea this morning, that's why I'm feeling so sleepy now =,=

Getting a sms saying "have a nice day Hallie smiley"...yep so I smiled, simply...

I watched an online movie 2 days ago, I cried a lot :)) then I had to ask myself, is it me - sometimes talking and acting exactly the same as the girl in that movie?

.....

I don't believe in distance

I'm sorry

So please let it be and let it go :)

You got me

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I cant pretend though I try to hide
I like you. I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe
You got me. Yeah, you got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours
it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

I cant imagine what it'd be like
Livin each day in this life
Without you. Without you.
One look from you
I know you understand
This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

I hope we always feel this way
(I know we will)
And in my heart I know youll always stay

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
I give up. I give in. I let go. Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what I do,

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
(Its everything that I've been dreaming of)
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.

Cuz no matter what I do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.
Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.

09/03 - Happy bday umma

9/3/2010



Happy bday Umma :X



Yeu me yeu cua con gai'



:X

08.03.2010

Today is a Rainy day and Monday :p

But I'm happy

16months

It was still you :X

Photo day

Today was the photo day of Shopaholic. I've been working from 7am till now. Was really tired. We went to many places to take photos. Actually models weren't cool enough and things went wrong sometimes. But anyway it was pretty cool

I'm so tired now. My back it's been aching since the day I came back to Vietnam. Haizz dunno what's wrong.

I need some sleeps now =,=

Btw, is it just bcoz that I'm so fucking tired or is it something wrong happening?????

I'm feeling so confused

Today was a fairy tale

Today was a pretty good day

My business was ok, sometimes it was a mess, sometimes it just went right on its way. I'm learning the way to deal with ppl and balance time and money as well

I'm just simply feeling happy :)) I love to work with clothes, it's really really great to be a fashion designer

Talked to some "extraodinary" ppl today. There was an old man he told me my smile made him feel that I was really happy and he felt happy too :)) And if he were younger, he'd have to do the flirt thing =))

I dunno, I've heard some ppl said they love my smile. So I'm gonna keep it up :D

Yesterday I watched "Valentine's day". It was a nice movie :)

8/3 is coming, haiz is there anyone remember that I'm a woman, not just a kid? :(

05 March 2010

I dunno what's goin on and what's gonna happen next

...

Ko duoc khoc'...ko dc khoc'...du the nao cug ko dc khoc' nua... Bi h toi' lam' roi, neu khoc' thi ngay mai se ko thuc' day dc nua..
Tu h se ko con nhu nhung ngay trc nua..
Tai sao yeu nhau ma ng ta co the lam nhau dau nhu the?
Hal ah, ko dc khoc', ko dc khoc' ,ngu di roi mai se la ngay moi. And time will heal everything...
Goodnite Hal :)

Tired Tuesday

23:09 pm

I'm so fucking tired now

I haven't had dinner

I've been working all day

The pain in my back, I had took medicine but it was still there

and the pain in my heart, it just goes deeper

I don't really know what's goin on?

I'm crying, yes is it ok if I'm crying?

and I'm feeling so upset and lonely

My tshirt is so dirty now, I need to take shower then go to bed, end of a very long hot day...

Why you don't wanna support me when I really need you most??? Why? Why? WHy?

Tuesday 02 March 2010

Waking up this morning, felt hurt all my body :)) Took a reliever, hopefully this pain will soon be over

I'm feeling nothing, I don't feel sad, I don't feel happy, I just feel so empty. I felt really excited, but then I was cut down so it's like I was put off my stroke... Maybe the best way for me is hide myself away for a few days... I don't know what's wrong with me now, I don't know what's wrong between us now... I'm scared of facing him then we start to argue again. I'm scared of him being silent, I'm scared of me being this kinda blank then wanting nothing...

The business thing is going pretty good. Then I'm gonna be busy, that's fine right?

Have a nice day Hal

Monday 1st March, back from Bangkok

Got home from Thailand :D

5days was just like a dream, everything happened too fast. It was like I had to run with the time. 12-14hours walking everyday with a 15kg bag. Eating on the street, feeling the air in Bangkok was such a great experience. Ppl in Bangkok was really friendly, some of them treated me and my friend so nice even tho they didn't know about us. Thank God coz my 1st business trip went so well. Now I have to focus and make a plan with my budget

I'm feeling upset as well. I didn't expect my bf would not understand me that way. I just got home, I missed him, just wanted to tell him about my 1st trip as a "businesswoman". I wanted to share with him everything about my job... But now it's like... I dunno what's exactly on my mind now. I'm tired, I'm b.l.a.n.k.

I just want to save money for my business, and I just wanna save time for me. Of course it's easier for me to pay money for someone else and ask them to work for me...But don't you think it's just a very begining for my small business, so everything needed to be self done? I believe I don't do anything wrong in this circumstance... So why??? You told me you'd be a friend, you'd support me, you'd understand me... But in the end, you said "ok, do watever you want, don't ever ask me to do anything for you" . Am I the one who always asks her bf to do smt for her? :)) No I am not, and I won't :)