I just want....

I just want him to be the one to tell me everything about himself

I don't want anyone else to do that

:)

Am I too selfish?

But well I hate to be in the middle of something

Between responsibility and love

I wanna help him, support him in every way

...

I just want you to be a little more sensitive

I wish you'd understand me

I wish you'd know how I am feeling now

Him

This is the poem I wrote =)))))

Êu ~ by Hallie. N

Tui ngủ hông đc

Dù mệt hết hơi

Hết người để trêu

Hết người để chat

Hết người nhắn tin

Hết người gọi điện

Tui phải làm seo?


:))))



Well I dunno why, it's been 2 years 7 months and 3 weeks, but sometimes I still wonder why I can love someone like this. The feeling is so weird, it's like butterfly, like the feeling when you start to crush on someone, like I'm counting down the day to see him again...

Well well well

That must be Love

I wish both of us, would always feel this Love, forever

My cousin

My cousin just got back to Vietnam from Canada yesterday. It was really good to see him again after 13 years. Last time he was here, we were just little kids. Now I can feel comfortable to talk to him in both English and Vietnamese

He came here with his 2 friends. They are really friendly and lovely. We went out for dinner, had some traditional Vietnamese food. Then me and my bf, we took them to the night market, kinda centre of Hanoi, enjoyed some junk food. It was pretty hot yesterday, different from the rainy weather in the morning, so on our way to the parking place, we stopped at a small bar, had some cool beers. Then my bf suggested we should go to somewhere high to see Hanoi at night. Well :)) after 2 beers for each, we went to Sofitel Plaza, to the 20th floor, had some cocktails. After a day, we were all tired. And a little tipsy

:))

Lots of fun

Till this morning when I woke up, I was like "Where I am now? Dreaming still?" Then I remembered I had to wake up and go to the church with my cousin :))

After the church, we had Pho , the most famous food in Hanoi and in Vietnam. They all liked it . I know, I love it too :D

I was really tired this afternoon, then I took a nap for an hour, after that felt stronger than ever

I wanted to go to the cinema , but unluckily nobody could go with me, even my bf. So well, who is me? after dinner with my family, I went to the cinema alone. Enjoyed a Sunday evening myself :p

Feeling good enough now

End of a week

Love

Hal

xoxo

You do not know me ?!

You said you don't understand what I really want

What do I want?

I want to be with you as much as better bcoz I love being with you

I want to talk to you when I am upset, yes, you but not anyone else. But why everytime I need to talk to you, I always have to find someone else to share my stories?

I want to hear you saying that you miss me, you love me. But why do I always have to ask you to hear those words?

I want you to ask me "how was your day? is everything ok?" . But why do you always talk about the weather?

I want to feel things, to feel you like the first days we met, real things and real you, not just dreaming... But it's like our story is too old now

Yep, I want those simple things that you will never be able to understand, never again!

Aries me

When the Aries woman has been really hurt, she turns from fire to ice. Her fire burns hot and dies quickly. Her ice can be eternal.


Yes, it's just the way I am

Somehow you used to be the friend who knew me very well

So please, let it be..

Hôm nay

Hôm nay bị đau bụng

Nằm im cũng đau

Mie

Hôm nay đột nhiên thấy mình có vẻ gầy thật =,=

Sau khi tập 1h với huấn luyện viên riêng và 1h Yoga, mình trùm kín chạy về nhà

Mai sẽ skip 1 buổi để đi làm tóc :">

Hôm nay mình đang chọn wedding ring :"> hí hí

Thik đeo một cái lóng lánh :))

Hôm nay đc rủ đi coi công chiếu Xmen nhưng đáng tiếc là đau bụng và cũng ko kịp thời gian thay đồ, nên chả dám đi :(

Hôm nay bf đã ký xong một hợp đồng quan trọng. Congrats babe :x

Nhiều cái hôm nay quá

Mỗi ngày một việc

Peace

Hal

xoxo

Kid vs Adult

I always want to be treated like an adult. Not just a 25-years-old-kid.

Or maybe just bcoz I look younger than my real age?

Or maybe just bcoz I live and think younger than my real age?

I don't know

...

Got the ticket to go to Hong Kong today :D

So now hopefully the visa will be on time and there'll be no other problem

My bf is going outta town today.

And my cousin is going back to VN this Sat

Well well well

Peace

Hal

xoxo

June is being busy

Got a shopping day yesterday. But I couldn't buy me anything. I just bought my bf a couple of pants. And a present for his b'day which is coming up :D

I was happy bcoz the pants fit him really well, and he liked them both :D I'm good at fashion ain't I :D

I just booked my tickets to go to Hong kong next month this morning. I'll have the answer about the room on Mon. We're going to celebrate my bf's b'day in Hong Kong :D I want to go there to see what I can buy for my wedding next year

Btw. I'll get married on 4th Oct 2012 :D

I've been off gym for 2 days =,= ok ok tmr I'll be back

Love

Hal

xoxo

Life is spinning my head round and round. Too busy moving doing things =,=

Weight

Although I always agree with ppl that I look really slim. But somehow inside of me, I still wanna keep this shape, and even look a little lighter :D

Oh today I found out I just lost 1,5kg after 2 weeks.

Dun worry, my BMI is still in the normal

I'm in love with Yoga classes. I have to take at least one class a day

So maybe it's the reason to make me lose some weights?

And again today another woman asked me "Are you still highschool right?"

I'm 25 :)) And now some ppl still think I look like a 20 years-old girl.

Maybe going to gym everyday helps me to have that look?

I dunno

Ok BF is goin to stay at home for the whole week this week. I'll have more time to be with him

:X

Love

Hal

xoxo

PS: Be happy. Love your life. Keep smiling.

Mình thích...

Mình thích gọi điện cho người khác hỏi "Đang làm gì đấy?" khi mình đang ko vui. Sau đấy sẽ nhận được câu trả lời là "Đang bận. Nhưng em sao thế? Có chuyện gì ko vui à?"

Mình thích được bảo là "Khiếp sao gầy thế này?" . Rồi được tặng một lô một lốc đồ ăn vặt

Mình thích được khen xinh hô hô hô :">

Mình thích thỉnh thoảng nhận được tin nhắn "Trời nắng nhỉ?" :)))) Ngu cực kỳ đấy

Mình thích nhận được email đính kèm mấy bài hát

Mình thích được nói "Buồn quá, ra đường đi linh tinh không?" . - "Thôi được rồi khổ thân tôi quá, chờ một lát nhé"

Mình thích làm trẻ con. Hôm nay nhận ra, trẻ con giận hờn xì nhau nhưng rồi vẫn chơi cả nhau được. Còn người lớn yêu nhau tưởng chết, xì nhau thì hết chơi cả nhau


*****

Sorry for being stupid today

...

Hate & Love

Today I loved someone

And I hated someone

Oh friends

:))

OK bedtime Bee

Love

PS: BF where were you?

Nhớ :((

Mình là một đứa khi tỉnh táo thì có khả năng kiềm chế tình cảm rất tốt. Rất ít khi khóc trước mặt người khác. Đau cũng không khóc. Chỉ đến khi còn một mình thì sẽ khóc.

Hôm nay tự nhiên đẹp trời, không mưa gió sấm sét gì hết trơn. Mình cũng không uống coca hay rượu bia gì nên hoàn toàn tỉnh táo

Thế mà mình bị nhớ boyfriend mình dã man

:((

Xong mình khóc

Mình tủi thân

Mình khóc

Boyfriend đi công tác liên miên tháng 6 này. Tuần đi 5 ngày

Chả mấy mà gặp được nhau

Mà đặc biệt bf có cái kiểu cứ bận rộn công tác xa nhà là mất hút. Liên lạc rất ít cả mình. Hoặc là liên lạc một vài câu trước khi anh ấy đi ngủ

:((

Mình càng nghĩ mình càng tủi thân

Nhớ nhưng lại chẳng dám sms hay phone nhiều vì sợ là bf busy sẽ trả lời qua loa, thế lại càng suy nghĩ lung tung

Chả bik nên làm như nào

Tủi thân

Khóc

Dở hơi rồi

Huhu

Thôi ngủ vậy cho đỡ dở hơi :((

08/06

Today is Wednesday 08/06/2011

My monthsary

2 years and 7 months

How are you feeling now honey? :P Let me know

You can't be here with me today, guess atm you're on your way outta town for business

But I just wanna say Happy monthsary. I love you.

And yes, hopefully everything will be exactly like what you texted me this morning "Hope by the time passes by, we will love each other more and more"

Love

Hal

xoxo

Music

It's like I can't live without music, and sometimes, when the music plays, I can't stop make myself a little move :))

Love Zumba class, Dance rhythm class, Belly dance, Sexy dance :X

Feel like after a year with the California Fitness and Yoga, I'll be able to join in any dance company as a professional dancer =))

Studying this song. Love this remix as well

Phone calls

Sometimes when you feel tired and want to have some space. You turn off your cell in order to be free for a while. So you won't be disturbed by anyone

But sometimes I turn off my cell just because I'm afraid I'd not have any call from anyone... So I turn it off, and pretend like "oh jst bcoz I inactived it already so nobody can get in touch with me"

I'm a kinda emotional girl. Just a text, an email or a few words can really make my day.

So if you love me, say it out loud. Let me know that you do care, let me know that you love me.

Words must go along with Actions

Peace

Hal

xoxo

P/s: baby thanks for still being with me today tho I know you were really tired after ur business trip outta town.

Stuff from June

I just learnt a new lesson.

If you wanna love a man and be happy with him, so think like a man

Oh I got a long shopping day

Only me myself and I

I bought a bag, a cardigan, foundation, powder and lipstick by Clinique

:">

My 1/6 present

Love you fiance ;))

June

02 June 2011

Chợt nhận ra một điều. Yêu nhau một thời gian, đến một thời điểm nào đấy thậm chí cãi nhau cũng chẳng muốn nữa. Đơn giản là vì cãi nhau nhiều quá cũng phát mệt. "Đằng nào chả thế" . "Muốn sao cũng được" . "Tùy!!!" .

Thế đấy.

Hôm qua 1st June - Kid's day :)) Mình đã đi ăn dinné cả Kim và Toản zùa. Một lũ nhóc ở chỗ Seoul garden hét ầm ỹ như còi tàu xe làm 3 đứa đi ăn mà phát sợ :))

"Chồng chưa cưới" đi công tác từ thứ 6 tuần trước đến thứ 3. Xong thứ 4 lại đi công tác đến thứ 6

:))

Hôm nay mình sẽ đi hẹn hò với các bạn nữ. Này mình vẫn chưa mua đc quà cho mình nhân ngày 1/6 đâu nhé :))))