You Promised.

Cảm thấy xuống sức quá.

Không hiểu còn đủ sức để hy vọng và mong chờ đến bao giờ.

You know what, I trust you. I always do.

I really hope you'll never forget what you promised me today.

And think about me a little bit before you wanna do or say anything.

Peace

Hal

xoxo

Silly me

Có đôi khi mình cảm thấy mình thật là ngốc.

Phải rồi, "ngốc đến phát bực"

:))

Mình biết rõ kết quả sẽ chả hay ho gì cho bản thân mà mình vẫn đâm đầu làm.

Vì cố chấp.

Vì lúc nào cũng nghĩ theo kiểu "tmr is gonna be a better day"

Vì nghĩ đến good side chứ hem phải bad side

Lạy Chúa cho con có khả năng ghét ai đấy hay cái gì đấy thật lâu. Tim hem còn bị rung rinh, tai hem còn thik nghe những điều hoang đường nữa.

Conversation ~ Connection

Everyday I always wait for the evening.

So then I can see you for a couple of hours if you're not busy

Or I can talk to you in several texts

I'm a girl who's really easy to feel bored and fed up

So everyday, I try.

Talking to you is a strong thread to connect us, our relationship. To make me feel that I still need you, I still want you, and I still have you

But you know what, sometimes I feel like you don't really wanna talk to me. And you sound like "c'mon, why are you talking this much?". You're always the one who says "bye bye, goodnite" before I do. You know that too?

And be honest, I really hate someone who hangs up the fone so quickly before saying bye bye to me. Did I do anything wrong? Does it wast too many time for you to say "bye bye" or "take care" ?

Now I don't feel any passion in your call, not anymore

I'm pretty sensitive I know, but thank God because of I'm sensitive, I have a heart to know that "Treat ppl the way you want them to treat you"

You used to shine so bright to me, but not now. At least, now!

Can I have enuf courage to wait for tomorrow again?

Peace

Hal

xoxo

"I'm ok"

The truth is I'm so vulnerable. I can't deny that even a small action, a short text, a few words can easily bring me down and lift me up

So because of that, I'm pretty good at pretending that I'm ok

So sometimes ppl say they can't guess what I'm feeling inside. I can smile and laugh even when I'm hurt or happy

But you know what, sometimes telling the world that "I'm ok" will help you to feel ok a little bit. So it helps to convince not only ppl around you but yourself. So why not saying it? Like once or twice until you feel like you're really ok

Everyone deserves to be happy

Trust me

Love

Hal

xoxo

:))

Ngu đi một tí cho đời bớt khổ

Biết nhiều để mà làm gì

Phải đấy biết nhiều để mà làm gì?

Đàn ông suy cho cùng cũng vẫn là Đàn ông

:))

23rd

Today is 23rd. Happy 23rd Hal ! :D

Suddenly it rained so hard while I was having breakfast at Tiffany. Happy 23rd! :))

Thank you so much for your "help" Danny /:) Now you saw that help? Don't touch my phone ever again btw . I'm feeling ashamed :))

After this morning, I'm feeling like Oh it's 23rd so ppl tend to break up today... But why not?

It happened once, so it might happened twice

I just read a book yesterday, and I really liked this sentence "Don't get mad, no matter how you're feeling, because it only makes you look so miserable"

Anw I'm going outta town :x

"Moon river wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style someday"

Love

Hal

xoxo

PS: 23/07
You not only hurt me, you hurt my pride but also

If

"If I told you that I loved you
You'd maybe think there's something wrong..."

...

I didn't know

Yes I didn't know








...

Been tired of being involved in wars and fighting and shouting

so that's the reason why I'm easy to give up. Everything.

I just wanna feel alright at the end of the day

I just wanna have a good night

I just wanna free my mind and dream about good things

Emotions are mixed.

I don't know what to feel right now.

Why?

If you knew for sure it'd hurt me and I'd feel upset.

So why did you still do it?

Why?

Why?

Tell me why?

I'm kinda disappointed

07.20.11

Mất ngủ. Và chẳng ăn được mấy.

Có đôi khi mình cảm thấy lạc lõng giữa một đám đông người.

Chẳng còn một ai hiểu.

Ng mà mình tưởng là có khả năng hiểu cảm thông nhất thì cho rằng mình bị dở hơi và đang làm to chuyện.

Có gì đâu :-j mình chỉ đang buồn thôi ih mà

Muốn thay đổi.

Muốn cảm xúc tâm trạng ko phải phụ thuộc vào ng khác.

Muốn có một ai đấy lo cho mình.

Muốn thoát ra.

Muốn sống thoải mái, ko phải lo nghĩ cho những ng ko mảy may có một chút lo nghĩ cho mình

~~~~~~~

There was someone who told me "Ppl who usually write diary are the most lonely ones in this world" . Now I can understand clearly that.

:)

FML*

Bây giờ chỉ muốn đánh nhau thôi

Ăn một bữa tử tế cũng chẳng yên

Thôi, cố mà chịu, cố mà nhịn

Có nhiều người sống nhưng thật quái thai và không biết điều

Cứ nghĩ rằng mình là trung tâm của vũ trụ

Thật sự tôi chán cái kiểu suốt ngày phải xoay quanh cuộc sống của người khác lắm rồi.

Lúc nào cũng được dặn là phải nhường nhịn, phải thông cảm, phải biết tha thứ, phải bao dung, phải biết suy nghĩ cho người khác, phải thế này thế kia

Sống cho mình hay sống cho người khác là chính??

Éo hiểu

I am...Unclear

Am I wanting too much?

Am I asking for too much?

If waiting for someone is a kinda business, so I wanna quit this job

Where I am now?

Sometimes everything is so unclear

Like I'm easy to foget what happened

...

Anyway I just wanna really really have someone

Con người và những câu chuyện gặp gỡ.

Con người.

Khi mới thích yêu thì tìm mọi lý do để được gặp người mình yêu mỗi ngày. Mưa gió, sấm chớp, ốm đau, công việc, mệt mỏi lo toan thường ngày trở nên quá tầm thường để ngăn cản bước chân họ

Con người.

Khi hết thích yêu thì tìm mọi lý do để không phải gặp người mình yêu mỗi ngày. Mưa gió, sấm chớp, ốm đau, công việc, mệt mỏi lo toan thường ngày bỗng chốc mang tầm vĩ mô, kể cả việc con mèo của nhà hàng xóm bị đau bụng cũng đủ là một nguyên nhân để ngăn cản bước chân họ.

Con người ta là thế đấy.

Life is a circle

Life is a circle

Every morning, you wake up, try to run as fast as everyone else, do things that you don't like, say things that you even don't want to

Sometimes you live the way ppl want you to, and the way you think ppl want you to.

Sometimes you think too much.

Not many ppl have enuf courage to get outta the circle.

To live is to fight. But it's not easy to win.

Ppl are looking for something so unsure that so-called "Happiness". Everyday. Every hour. Every minute. Every second

They are looking for their own Happiness in other ppl

So sometimes they have to rely on someone else to find their own Happiness

Once you have to rely, forever you will

So what's that for?

PPl say that I'm a lucky girl, that I always feel Happy

They're wrong

I don't feel Happy all the time. I'm just lucky because I know the way to find Happiness, in me. Tho sometimes I'm fail, but I don't wanna find my own Happiness in anyone else. PPl are changable

Easy to forget, and to me, forget means forgive

Time is the best friend


~~~

Dear,

Sometimes I do miss the old days...

"Never leave me"

I can't remember how many times I've read "Never leave me" by Margaret Pemberton

- "The unforgettable story of a passionate woman, the men who possessed her, and the secret that shadowed her dreams..."

And every time when I finish reading the book, the feeling is still quite the same like the first time I read it. The story is simply about Love. The happiness and the pain are going in the same way.

Dunno why, but "Never leave me" just reminds me of "Gone with the wind". Both of 2 stories are talking about a Love story of a young, beautiful, strong woman living in war.

And I already added it in my favourite book list


~~~~~

L.O.N.G - D.I.S.T.A.N.C.E

"I do not want any LONG DISTANCE"

That was what I said

Now I'm just feeling to say that again

I don't want Long Distance Hearts

I don't want Long Distance Feelings

I don't want Long Distance Thoughts

I don't want Long Distance Talking

I don't want Long Distance Sharing

I don't want Long Distance Sympathies

I don't want Long Distance Pain

I don't want a Long Distance Love


...

I just wanna touch, hold, feel, smell and know that it's right by my side

Because I have no faith in any Long Distance

Big busy day

It was such a huge day today

Woke up at 7, felt really sleepy, then I tried to get myself outta bed to go to gym coz I got an appoinment with my personal trainer.

After that, 10am got home to work. I worked so hard like a machine today. All of the restaurant was so busy. Until I noticed it was 2:30pm already and I needed to have lunch.

This evening my parents had to go out, so I had to manage the restaurant alone. Wasn't too bad at all.

Now I'm having dinner alone bcoz my sis is fighting with her husband =,= Tuna only. That's enuf for me, I'm just too exhausted

Now need to relax for a bit

Love

Hal

xoxo

HONG KONG

HONG KONG WAS AMAZING

I just got back yesterday, after 5 days in Hong Kong. It was a really fantastic, busy city. I just love it, love the air, love the lights, love the food, love the city :X

It was the first time that I didn't have to pay any money for taxi :D Bcoz the hotel was in the centre of the city, Kimberley road in Kowloon. It only took 2 mins to walk to Miramar shopping centre, and 5 mins to The one shopping centre. It also nears Nathan road and Temple night market, and even Harbour city - the biggest shopping centre in Hong Kong. Anyway, next time when I come to Hong Kong, I'll stay here again.

It was the first time I used the MTR in a travelling tour

It was the first time I got a nosebleed bcoz it was really cold, I mean they turned the aircon everywhere, only 16*C =,=

It was the first time, when we got back to VN, there were only 3 HK dollars left on our pocket :)))) We bought too many thing, my fiance was right when he decided to take an empty suicase with us besides ours :)) I couldn't buy any white dresses for my wedding photo shoot. But I got 2 pairs of white shoes, so lovely eh :X

Thank God I don't gain any pounds, tho the food in HK was so damn delicious. I've never felt in love with food, ever like that before :X I swear.

Gonna miss Hong Kong :X After 5 days being there, I started to get along very well with this place.

Time to come back. I'll have to check out the wedding dress this week. And the hotel to celebrate the party as well

Peace

Hal

xoxo

Airport. Bye bye James :x

On my way to the airport. Yes I'm going to Hong Kong. I'm really excited!!!!!!

I couldn't sleep last night haha

My cousin is gonna get back to Canada today as well. I'm gonna miss him. We had a good time hanging out, lotz of fun. He told me that we're family so no matter what I do he's gonna always support me. And yes cousin, I will remember that my cousin loves me. Gonna see you next year xoxo

Grrr I really hate saying goodbye

Now enjoy this trip Hal

I'll be back soon with some news, hopefully :d

Love

Hal xoxo