Passion and Inspiration

I'm in love with what I'm doing and capable now. I want to do both fashion design and restaurant manager :D Working and finding out how to make things work is really interesting to me. Even if I have to work 10-12 hours a day.

Ppl need passion and inspiration to get through a day easily and satisfactorily. Somehow I'm on my way to find passion and inspiration in everything I've been doing, everyday, every hour, every second. Simply when I go to bed every night, I feel happy and "oh enough for today, tmr I'll be better"

Brr I'm going to HCMC tomorrow :D for a short vacation. Will be right back on Sunday. I can't wait to get back to...work haha :))

Love

Hal

xoxo

Dear you...

I'm sorry to hear about your loss

I know it is a really hard time for you. You have to suffer so many things and somehow it's killing you inside

But don't blame yourself for anything. We know it's not your fault. And you know we can't turn back time :) Just let him go...

You have to be strong, you have to stay strong. You still have your mom and she needs you now.

I didn't know what to say when you were crying on the phone... But I could feel your pain dear... I could feel it :)

God bless you and your family :)

Peace

Hal
xoxo

xx my life

I'm in love with my busy life now

I spend 10 hours a day working nonstop. It's pretty tired but I've got the job that I want, and I've got the job that can help my family. So nothing can be more perfect, isn't it?

Today I think that I could smell the scent of Autumn. Something has just changed in the wind. The color of sunshine is different from yesterday I swear :p I love this smell, really really love it :X

Just got back home after a long day working and hanging out for dinner with my friend. Ha` enuf for today

Love

Hal

xoxo

Overloaded

I am really overloaded today. All I've had till now is 4 drinks: a cup of coffee, a cup of sweet tea, a bottle of mineral, a glass of red grape :)) I didn't have enuf time for eating

I had to talked too much, met too many ppl. I just met a friend, and funny, I talked to her like a machine bcoz I thought I was talking to another supplier:))

Gosh

2 jobs at the same time is shooting me down

I'm still interested in working this hard. But I need to learn the way to take a rest between these 2

Or else I'm not gonna be good enuf to handle them all

God bless

Grr I'm exhausted now

Night fever

I was really sick this early morning

I woke up at 2am this morning bcoz feeling too damn cold. Like I got high temper, then it went down suddenly. 2am in the morning, I couldn't get anyone up to help me. So I tried my best to get outta my bed, then made a sweet hot cup of tea, put a long sleeves top on, and 2 pieces of salonpas on my feet. When I got back to my bed, I started to....cry without knowing why :)) lolz So this morning when I woke up, the fever was gone. I saved myself and I did it well :p

I was out with my bf today, to his old class's meeting and to his cousin's bday.

Anyway I always want to be with you as much as possible

:)

Peace

Hal

xoxo

Working, Working, Working

Grrr it's raining outside so I can't go to gynm T__T I really wanna put my shoes on and run for a few km this morning

I was really busy yesterday. At the restaurant and at the office. Like everytime I saw the clock, I was like "My god, this is it? time runs so fast" . Lots of works must be done asap. But anyway I'm still enjoying in this 2 jobs. So wish me luck dear

Being busy at Work makes ppl feel not too...sensitive and emotional much. I swear :))

Good or bad?

But yesterday I thought, if both husband and wife are too in their own business, sooner or later, there would be a big gap between them, and at that time, nothing would be able to get them back

Love

Hal

xoxo

New job

Today is the 2nd day I start my new job - Fashion Designer for a brand which has around 20 stores in VN

I love my new job, I only have to work for 5 hours a day and 5 days a week. I even have someone to help doing stuff for me like printing, contact with the suppliers...

Anyway, I'm still a designer and somehow a job like this helps me not to forget about who I am. And I still can work at the restaurant

So now I got a full day working from 11am to 8pm. Nonstop. Hehe love it.
God bless

Love

Hal

xoxo

Happy being with my beloved

I love spending the whole day with my fiance. He wakes up early then tells me he'll pick me up for breakfast. We will go to the fitness centre for gym, then the cinema, having some cool beers for lunch. And he lets me drive him, going to the church with me. We go to the supermarket together, buying stuff then getting home to cook dinner together, then he will help me to wash dishes. We will end up the day with some wine and listening to the music. That was my Saturday :x

I love spending time with my family. After work, we will go out for dinner. Happy together. Good food. Good drinks. Then say goodbye to Kim , me and my mom and my dad going home. On the way home mom wants some ice-cream. Then we will stop at an ice-cream shop. I will eat an ice-cream with my mom while dad can handle the whole one himself. Then mom and dad will be hand in hand walking home. Mom will say proudly that "do u think that mommy and daddy are a nice couple?" . I will say "Yes, definitely" :)) It was my Sunday

I love being with my family, and being with my fiance. I love spending time with them. I love watching them laugh, listening to them and holding them tight. I just need that, the happiness of my beloved ones are mine too.

I love you guys with all my heart and my soul :x

God bless

Peace

Hal

xoxo

11/8/11 - Kim's b'day & Driving license

Today I woke up at 3:30am

Today I passed my driving license :x 100/100 for the driving test, 30/30 for the theory test. perfect hehe I'm good at driving ain't I? And Kim's husband Toan also passed.

Today was my sister Kim's birthday. Happy Birthday to Kim. I love you dear :x

Today my whole family went out for dinner to celebrate her birthday and our driving licenses :x yay

Today my bf was a hero. He woke up early at 4am to take me to get the test. Waited for me until 1pm then got back to work. Then turned back for my sis's party. Thank u for today dear :x You were the reason why I got 100/100 for my test :p

I'm so tired now :x

Love

Hal

Xoxo

Family, War, Peace, What's the point?

Every family is a private small country. They have War, Peace, Economy, Finance, Education, Love, Hate, Troubles, Mistakes, Lost, Found, Happiness, Sorrow...

I don't wanna stand in the middle of anything.

And I don't wanna let anyone standing in the middle of anything.

But in life, sometimes you are involved in things that you wish you'd never have to do

In this case, I have no idea what do I have to do.

What if I stay?

What if I go?

Maybe I should keep myself away from people. Being alone ain't good, but being in war is much worse. To someone who is sensitive like me, sometimes the pain lasts so long, and it takes me a lot of time to recover and to believe again.

Actually Happiness ain't too important to worth the Pain inside. You are Happy for one day, and you are in Pain for two days, what's the point?

Peace

Hal

xoxo

Clean and Clear

I'm just being clear, like crystal

Now somehow I understand where I really stand

Thanks for being honest to me

Vulnerable

After 3 hours sleeping this afternoon, I'm feeling betta :D

If there is no hope, there is no one can help. So go to sleep, it helps a lot. Everytime I'm upset, tired, hopeless, I tend to go to bed early. "In dreams you can lose your heartache" :D right?

Hehe I still love my life a lot :x

There is someone saying that "Pain makes people change" . Like after everything happened, a part of me hurts that it can't be recovered . And I realize life is not always in pink and people can be cold like ice . I'm the only one who's really saving me now.

I don't wanna be this kinda upset. I'm hiding myself because I don't wanna get hurt again.

Until I forget everything completely

Hopefully soon

Laughter is not always the best medicine. Sometimes it is just the best disguise to hide the pain within. But if you laugh, maybe one day you will be able to convince yourself that you are really being alright. And you will be alright.

F*#!%#&#

Mình nghĩ là hình như mình đang bị trầm cảm

Cứ tự lẩm nhẩm là Thôi đừng suy nghĩ nữa đừng buồn bực nữa đừng khó chịu nữa, ngoan ngoan nhắm mắt đi ngủ đi. Thế xong cái dek nào ko ngủ nổi

Nửa đêm ngồi dậy và đi...lau đồ đạc bàn ghế

Cố mà đi chợp mắt một tí vì nghĩ cứ lần nào ngủ dậy mình sẽ quên hết mọi thứ buồn bực

Ai dè sáng nay mọi thứ vẫn y nguyên như thế

Dm

Bực cả mình

Thiên hạ dửng dưng vãi lìn ra. Còn mình cảm thấy bị bỏ rơi vãi lìn ra

Éo hiểu

Đáng lẽ ra mình có thể đi SG để làm mấy việc liên quan đến cái váy cưới

Đáng lẽ ra mình sẽ có một thời gian vui vẻ đấy

Nhưng bây giờ cái quái gì đây

Ngồi yên ở nhà

Chịu đựng một đống các câu chửi thề của một người mà mình có nằm mơ cũng chả nghĩ được đến thế

Ngồi yên ở nhà. Một mình. Không ai hết. Không cái gì hết

Và ko có một xu

Thôi được rồi thế thôi

Xong nhé

Goodbye

Not all scars show

Not all wounds heal

You will never see the pain I'm feeling inside

I will never forget the way you talked to me today

The way you denied everything that I had said

The way you pushed me away



1000 days ain't enuf for you to understand me?

So goodbye

Heart

I've realized no one can protect you and your heart much better than you do it yourself.

It's like if you have a fragile heart, you should keep it away from ppl and things that might hurt it

And you should create a good cover for it

You shouldn't feel upset or disappointed of anyone who hurts you

Because if they hurt you, it doesn't mean they are not good. They are just not good enough for you

If someone love you enough, there will be no reason to hurt you again and again. He will know how to help you to protect your heart. But if he can't , maybe he's just not the right one who can save you

Love is like Art. It was born for some people, and not for some people. It's beautiful for some people, and it's not for some people.

Keep smiling :')

Hal

xoxo

Alone again. Naturally

Hehe such a tired day

Just got home

7am to 7pm at the driving school.

I got 95/100 for my 1st test. Hopefully next time I'll be alright like today

I'm so sad either :p

Kinda disappointed

Kinda lost and felt

:p

I really wanna go with you

But it's like u've already got the decision

So ok have fun

I'll be fine

Alone again. Naturally.

Go to sleep Hal

Xoxo

1000th

Today is 5th August 2011

Today is Friday

Today is 2 years, 8 months and 4 weeks

Today is the 1000th day we've been together

:X

1000 days being with someone you love and you are loved, ain't it enuf to be a miracle?

I dunno how about the next 1000, but 1000days being with him, till now is still one of the best amazing things that ever happened to me

I love you

Thank you for being here with me, in 1000 days already, and it will be going on and on and on

Love

Hal

xoxo

My weekend :X

I had a good and peaceful weekend. Last weekend of July

Saturday, I went out for driving class. I'm gonna take the 1st test on this Saturday.

Then got back at 6pm, kinda tired. But my bf was back, after a week didn't see him. So he came and took me out for some drinks

Then I spent the whole Sunday with him :X. Morning, Afternoon, Evening

We went to the cinema twice yesterday :)) watched "Bad teacher" and "Captain America". They were good. I loveeee "Bad teacher", it was so funny :))

Dinner with his family, his cousin was back from France, he bought me some Hello Kitty stuff which are so cute :X Thanks a lot cousin

If my bf had time, he'd be the greatest bf ever. I swear.

You know I love you :) So don't hurt me anymore

Love

Hal

xoxo