And tomorrow is Edward's 1st bday :D time flies so quickly. Can't believe it's been a year since that "horrible" day :p
And tomorrow is "the end of the day" as well lol.
I don't feel Xmas this year, not a bit, tho I got my own Xmas tree this year. Maybe I should buy me something to make me feel like Santa is coming into town :))
My hubby is really busy this time. He goes outta town for business 3 days a week. And I have to get back home alone. I usually feel lonely when I'm on my way home, feel desperate :)) But right when I get home, tho being alone, I just feel...fine. I even enjoy it :p Enjoy the silence myself. And feel alright completely, I don't need anyone to comfort me at night :p So damn crazy duh?
I don't have much time left till my due date... I'm scared and nervous and excited as well. Can I do it? Can I? God please help me, give me strength to overcome this biggest moment of my life :)
Xmas Xmas Xmas, love me
Hal
xoxo
