I'm back

I'm home finally I'm home after 10 days, 4 flights, many new faces, many thoughts, many "1st-time-trying", many happiness, many laughs and smiles and touche' ...

I dunno wat to say now coz I'm pretty tired after the flight and friends have been calling me to ask whether I'm back or not

I'll never forget the time I was in HCMC and Phu Quoc, never ever...

I met many new people and all of them were so lovely and treated me so very well, I was so lucky eh?

and I love you :X

thanks for loving me, thanks for caring me, thanks for holding me so tight, thanks for everything you've done to me

Samedi, 20 Dec, 4 jours avant Noel

4 days until Xmas

I'm going to HCMC today, no actually in a few hours :D

cya :X

I've never travelled alone before, this is the 1st time, and this's also the 1st time that I'm far away from home on Xmas day, so gonna be a very fantastic experience right? :X

and yesterday I figured out, a small piece a paper can create a thing called speechlessness :P

gonna miss mommie Hanh, miss mommie Mỹ, miss grandma, miss daddy, miss Kimmie on Xmas day :X

and definitely I'm gonna miss you so , will you miss me?

:X

Vendredi, 19 Dec, 5 jours avant Noel

5 days until Xmas

woke up at 6am and I'M GOING TO HCMC TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

:xXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

yesterday I had a very strange moment but now everything is over :D I'm fine completely, maybe just bcoz I've been growing up right? =) =)) =))

how to make ppl not worry about me anymore???

how how how how how??

I'm mature enouf



Lesson : be patient in every circumstances

wanna be alright for a long time :X

but somehow yesterday I saw a thing called TRUST which I've not felt for such a long time

Jeudi, 18 Dec, 6 jours avant Xmas

6 days until Xmas


woke up at 5:30am

Yesterday I had a chance to go to the My Dinh Stadium to see the football match between VN and Sing :)) Well have to admit that it was a fantastic experience and never knew that Kimmi3 could be a very excited fan like that =))


Watch myself, am I hurting you? I'm pretty selfish and childish, sometimes I just wanna keep the sorrow and the pain for myself and suffer them all along. Because I just don't want people I love to worry about me... When my problem is very big, I usually make it smaller, and when it's small, I think simply that it's never happened. I'm a tough girl , very strong but sometimes I'm so sensitive, to be sensitive to such an extend that I even have to say it's very silly and contradictory...

but actually when I'm tired, I just want to have someone hold my hand so tight

...

"I fall hoping that someone will catch me... "



I hope I won't ever have to feel the same way as this song anymore :')

getting to know a little more each day

Mercredi, 17 Dec, 7 jours avant Noel

7 days until Xmas

- woke up at 5:30am :P

- I'm going to the stadium to see a football match today, believe it or not? :))

- cell phone is back to mama now :X hehehe

- then I'll have a new haircut today I think so :P

- then my baby Tieu is coming back today missing her :X I don't have much time left with her she's moving to NZ in Feb huhuhuhuhu . She told me I'm always the one that she feels so worry about when she leaves VN :(( . I dunno why but I've never thought of the day when she's not here anymore :((

Khi người ta yêu thương một cái gì đó, chia tay với nó thì thật đau lòng...

Lý do vì sao khi cứ bắt đầu yêu thương một cái gì đó, mình nhiều lúc bị mắc bệnh silly là sợ :))

Mardi, 16 Dec, 8 jours avant NOel

8 days until Xmas

- woke up at 7:30am =)) hahaha so happy lah , maybe today I went to bed at 1am hah?

- 5days left then I'll be in HCMC. haizz suddenly I don't wanna go... anyway only 10days eh then the Shjunhon is gonna be back :))

- I had a great Monday too just wanna admit :P





*******


BUC MINH WAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaa

cai the loai gi day

f%&sdgw#&sa238@#w

merde!!!!!

Lundi, 15 Dec, 9 jours avant Noel

9 days until Xmas

- 6am: woke up, never been awaken like this b4 ha' ha' ha'

- Listening to this song :X

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake i didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.





- I t t I i l w y :P

Bcoz today is 14 Dec, 10days until XMas

10days until XMas

I'm going out for PICNIC now =))

cya



*******






I'll never forget :X

thanks for everything :) , coz you made my dream come true

Samedi, 13 Dec, 11 days until Xmas

11 days until Xmas

- 6:15am : woke up :))

thing is fine if you think it's fine. well I guess Trusting is a big lesson that everyone has to learn everyday, right?

11 days until Xmas, I just remember, 23rd Dec 2007, I cried alot :)) and 24 Dec 07, I was just blank :)) . I just don't wanna see me crying on Xmas anymore, it really hurts...

9:14am: suddenly I'm missing my friend Tram so very much :(( huhuhuhu I really miss her, I miss all the time when I came to her house to chat, went out together, bought all stuff and things no named, Mango store :(( I miss you Tram oi :(( huhuhuhuhuhu then if I went to Canada next year, it means it'd be impossible to see you again :(( huhuhuhuhu bà ơi trên đời này có mình bà là thik đi ăn bobochacha với tôi thôi :(( huhuhuhu từ lúc bà đi tôi chưa quay lại chỗ đó nữa :((


*******

Sunshine fades to gray
The second I'm away
Minutes turn to hours
Without you
Time keeps marching on
Now summers been and gone
And I'm still here alone
Still waiting.

I'm on my own
A million miles away
Temptation all around
I won't be long
So please be strong
Cos I'm holding on for you

Trust is all it takes
But people make mistakes
Cos we are only human
Lets face it
I struggle through the day
Pretend that I'm okay
I make believe that you're here
Beside me

I'm on my own
A million miles away
Temptation all around
I won't be long
So please be strong
Cos I'm holding on for you

You are the only one that I truly believe in
So don't ever think that I would ever deceive you baby
Without a doubt you are my rhyme and my reason
And I won't let you down

I'm on my own
A million miles away
Temptation all around
I won't be long
So please be strong
Cos I'm holding on for you

Vendredi, 12 Dec, 12 days until Xmas

12 days until Xmas

- 6h30am: woke up

há há há I made a new history today =)) =)) =))

mà dậy xong thấy như bị sốt sốt éh. hay mình dậy sớm thì mới khoẻ như Yoga class ng ta nói ?? :))



*******

Song of the day - SAME SCRIPT DIFFERENT CAST

Same Script Different Cast - Whitney Houston ft Deborah Cox

[Whitney:] Um? Hey Deb.
[Deborah Cox:] Mmm hmm?
[WH:] Thank you for being woman enough to come.
[DC:] Whitney, what's this about?

[SUNG]

[WH:] I know he's leaving me for you.
[DC:] Who said that? Who told you that it's true?

[WH:]
What is he tellin' you?
Could it be the same things that he told me?

[DC:] He told me that he loved me.
[WH:] I heard that.
[DC:] He told me I was (harmony) beautiful. How did you know? How did you know?
[WH:] Because I played that scene before.

[CHORUS:]
This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,
And you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it won't last.
Same script, different cast.

[DC:]
What you're saying could be true.
But how can I take advice from you?

[WH:]
I'm not hating,
But I wish the one before me
Would have warned me too babe.

[DC:] Don't say no more. La La La La La La La La La
[WH:] Uncover your ears, girl.
[DC:] I'm not listening. La La La La La La La La La

[WH:]
But I know you hear me.
Maybe my reasons are wrong,
But I know that you believe me.

[CHORUS]

[DC] It's your fault you didn't love him enough.

[WH:]
That's the problem.
I loved him too much.
And when you love him
He becomes unattracted to you.

[DC:] Oh no, he's changed and I'll prove you wrong.
[WH:] No you won't.
[DC:] So go away. Leave us the hell alone! He loves me.
[WH:] He'll hurt you.
[DC:] He'll stay with me.
[WH:] He'll leave you.
[WH and DC:] For sure! For sure!

[CHORUS]

[DC:]
This is a retake of my life.
You were his star for many nights.
But now the roles have changed.
I'm the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause this will last.
I'm the future, you're his past.

[WH:]
This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,
And you're the leading lady in his life.

[WH and DC:]
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.

[WH:] Enjoy it now.
[DC:] Enjoy just now.
[WH:] It won't last.
[DC:] I know it will last.
[WH and DC:] Same script, different cast.



Chúc các cậu sớm thấy bình yên

Jeudi, 11 Dec, 13 days until Xmas

13 days until Xmas

- Woke up at 5:30am, it's become normal to me, when I first open my eyes, I just dun wanna close them and continue sleeping anymore
Yesterday I asked the yoga teacher what was wrong with me? She said as long as I feel good, so it might be what Yoga influences

- Yesterday was such a long day for me, I felt like I'd experienced many things for a day...I didn't feel ok that much but anyway that's life and I'm taking the lesson "How to deal with it", I have no complaint about it at all :D
Merci anh for the song, it really saved my day...

Somtimes Happiness is something so hard to find, but sometimes it's just right beside you. Since the day I knew mommi3 got sick, I'd changed my thoughts. I've learnt how to treasure each moment, and leanrt how to find Happiness in the worst situations. I know that I'm still so childish :D sometimes I feel like I can't even overcome myself, feel like the world is turning its back on me, and I just wanna give up and turn to be sensitive easily... When I feel bad, I just wanna hide myself somewhere that ppl cannot find me, and there I can cry. I heard once mommie talking to daddy that she didn't worry about me if I went abroad becoz she'd almost never seen me crying. So maybe Im doing a good job ain't I :D

I've found out, as long as I know who loves me and whom I love the most, I'll have enough courage to conquer anything

- hehe 9 days left then I'll be in HCMC :D , lah lah lah hehehe :))

- Hôm qua đi học , làm Tú nó giật mình bảo sao hôg gặp mấy hôm tự nhiên thấy mình bị gầy đi =)) sau đấy chắc nó thương mình quá sau giờ học lôi mình đi ăn bằng được :p . Ngoài Tiêu ra, thì Tú là người thân nhất với mình :P đáng iêu lém ý, dù sao cũng chơi với nhau được 8năm rồi :D . Dạo này căn bản là mình ăn cũng ngang với heo, mỗi tội ngủ ít nên có thể nhìn bị đáng tội nghiệp =)) , nhưng rồi đầu óc vẫn còn minh mẫn sáng suốt chán :D

- Hôm qua nữa, mommi3 Mỹ dễ thương đi mua đồ cho ppl in HCMC vs mình éh :P hihi giờ phải hạn chế thôi vì hôg mún xách đồ nhìu quá. Có khi chả mang clothes nữa đến HCMC lấy collection vs cả quần áo của bạn Lợi mặc vậy =)) nó đang bảo mặc áo t-shirt của nó thì mình khỏi cần mặc quần làm chi , đảm bảo sẽ được bơi trong áo =)) còn collection thì size của mình òy :X , nó còn đang cầm 2 đôi highheels của mình nữa =)) chuẩn quá đi




*******

外面 "Wai Mian"/"Outside"


外面的世界很精彩
wai mian de shi jie hen jing cai
it's a wonderful world out there

我出去會不會失敗
Wo chu Qu hui bu hui shi bai
Will I fall when I'm out there?

外面的世界特別慷慨
wai mian the shi jie te bie kang kai
it's a generous world out there

闖出去我就可以活過來
chuang chu qu wo jiu ke yi huo guo lai
I will survive when i am out there

(REPEAT)

留在這裡我看不到現在
liu zai zhe li wo kan bu dao xian zai
If i ever stay here, i can't see my present life

我要出去尋找我的未來
I want to find my future

下定了決心改變日子真難捱
xia ding le jue xin gai bian ri zi zhen nan ai
it's such a hard life but i've made up my mind to change it

吹熄了蠟燭願望就是離開
chui xi le la zhu yuan wang jiu shi li kai
candles being blown out, i wish to leave this place

外面的世界很精彩
wai mian de shi jie hen jing cai
it's such a wonderful world out there

我出去會變得可愛
wo chu qu hui bian de ke ai
I will be so cute when i m out there

外面的機會來得很快
wai mian de ji hui lai de hen kuai
abundant of chances out there

我一定找到自己的存在
wo yi ding zhao dao zi ji de cun zai
I will find a place to stand

一離開頭也不轉不回來
yi li kai tou ye zhuan bu hui lai
there will be no turning back



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Hôm nay Thu 11st Dec 2008, mình đã học được Bình Tĩnh hơn Wed 10th Dec 2008

=))

Mercredi, 10 Dec, 14 days until Xmas

14 days until Xmas

- 5:52am : woke up, tỉnh ngang sáo , giờ phát hiện ra là cứ mở mắt là hôg muốn nhắm lại nữa

Hôm nay bday Phank, happy bday cưng iêu :X hêhê Danny về òy nhé Troubles completed òy :X . Huy fucking cheap thì 22 bay òy, trong khi 20 mình đã nhởn, hôg tiễn chân được, chả bik đến bao giờ cả lũ mới gặp lại được

- Bi giờ at this moment tự nhiên nghe toàn nhạc VN mới sợ =)) Hết Hoang Mang, rồi Tuyệt Vọng rồi Nuối tiếc =)) giật gân quá
Nhưng thôi mình vẫn thik bài C2B2 nhất, bi giờ nghe cũng chỉ có cười, chứ chả như
trước nữa :P

cầu mong cho mọi người đều cảm thấy bình yên :)


- 6:29am: đói T__T

hôm qua đi vs Kim mua được vô khối thứ hay ho :X hehehe mình toàn những ý tưởng thế này thôi kệ mình =))

mommi3 nhà mình toàn thik đi mua quà cho...bạn của con thôi =)) chết dở thế đấy


- Để làm cái Vietnamese songs fav list :D

1. C2b2 - Bảo Thy
2. Khóc thêm lần nữa - Bảo Thy
3. Mưa - Thùy CHi
4. Đêm nằm mơ phố - Thùy Chi
5. Đêm nay anh mơ về em - Lam Trường
6. Hoang mang - HQH
7. Cơn đau cuối cùng - Lê Hiếu
8. Có nhớ tình đầu - Lê Hiếu
9. Sa mạc tình yêu >> bài này sến gọi bằng cụ =))
10. Xe bus 2 tầng
11. Niệm khúc cuối
12. Yêu làm chi - HAT
13. Nụ hôn cuối - Lưư Hương Giang
14. Lúc mới yêu - Phương Vy
15. Đôi cánh tình yêu :x - Mỹ Tâm

Mardi, 9 Dec, 15 days until Xmas

15 days until Xmas

Fucking drunk last nite but then I still woke up at 6am coz I have to go to work now :D get back to normal Hal

When I opened my eyes, everything was nothing but blur, then I realized that I was wearing your jacket with my Pj =)) , then I remember you were the one who took me home last nite...

I know that you'd never see this but just wanna write down smt here coz actually I'm totally clear now :D

I just wanna say sorry for messing up your peaceful time... I was stupid completely

I can't do anything for you but keep disturbing you like that and making you have to worry about me...

I just don't know why, when I'm drunk, I can allow myself and have enough courage to cry and maybe say anything that usual I cannot say it becoz I'm afraid it'd hurt or it'd disturb ppl

I hope you'll never have to see me being so stupid like that again :P because I don't want to make your life harder



...

anyway I shouldn't b stupid like this anymore if I wanna survive in HCM =)) then I'll have nobody to take me home

guess I should stay at home until I go to HCMC

before I kill the world of peace again =))

mình có phải là đứa vô tâm và hôg bik suy nghĩ lắm hôg nhỉ ? hình như trình độ vô tâm ngày càng cao thì phải =))

mình chỉ giỏi mỗi cái là cười và làm loạn mọi thứ lên =))

đang làm project uniform cho trg VĐ, bắt đầu confusing tập 2 rồi đây, sáng ra chưa gì đã phải ngồi mà chờ với đợi co ro như con khìn ở cửa , đầu óc thì đã khó chịu sẵn rồi , đúng là làm cái nghề này muôn đời phải kiên nhẫn

chưa bao giờ mình muốn nhìn thấy nắng nhiều như lúc này đây vì lạnh lạnh kiểu qué gì ý =,=

hnay đầy tháng em bé nhà chị Quỳnh nên chak mọi ng` đi cả, tối nay mình lại phải ngồi uống chocolate ngoài ban công nhà mình rồi =))



*******

Bài nì lâu lắm òy mà vẫn dễ thương quá íh :X






I'm afraid I'm starting to feel
What I said I would not do
The last time really hurt me

Pre Chours:
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

Chorus:
But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time I see your face
My heart does begins to race every time

One half wants me to go
One half wants me to stay
I just get so all confused

Pre Chorus:
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

Chours:
But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time Ahhh
My heart does begin to race everytime

Pre chours:
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

Chorus:
But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time I see your face
My heart does begins to race every time

(its every time, its every time)

Every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times
For all my times

Lundi, 8 Dec, 16 days until Xmas

16 days until Xmas

- wake up at 6am, đến bao giờ mới ngủ tử tế đc đây

- hnay nhiệm vụ cao cả là phải đi làm shiu nhơn :p

- đang nghe Shayne ward :X Melt the snow :X , nhớ 1 vài người :P

Dimanche, 7 Dec, 17 days until Xmas

17 days until Xmas

- 5:34am: woke up =))

bi giờ dậy mấy giờ thì sẽ ghi rõ ràng schedule từng ngày vì là có lẽ đây là một trong những giai đoạn hiếm hoi mà thức khuya dậy sớm đến thế này :))

- Horoscope: Without risk, there's just 'what ifs'. Make a point today to do something daring to jumpstart your social life.

- Vừa đi church về, cầu nguyện cho mọi chuyện an bình :X


*******

I wish I could capture every happiness that I've felt, hold it tight enough to know that it's here, it's really here

:')

"you make me smile, please stay for a while now..."

Samedi, 6 Dec, 18 days until Xmas

18 days until Xmas


Liệu mình có thể ít nhất là một lần được cảm thấy bình yên lâu một chút hông?

có thể hông?

...hay hông thể có?

:')

nói vậy thôi, chứ mình chẳng thik phải làm một con búp bê nữa đâu

.......

Bình yên ơi, có thể bình yên chẳng ở lại với mình lâu, nhưng bình yên có thể đừng buông tay mình vào lúc mình cần có bình yên nhất...

liệu có được hông? ...

Vendredi, 5 Dec, 19 days until Xmas

19 days until Xmas

Woke up at 4:27am =)) and went to sleep at about 12am last nite after a bucket trip =)) and rite now still so hangover =))

what the hell

I'm sorry for being pretty stupid last nite ... I hope you don't hate me because I was so stupid :'(

I'll be in HCM in 20 Nov :D just feel so exciting

merci mommie Hanh and mommie My for the ring and the Cross :Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

6:14am: listening to Nick Carter :XXXXX haizz how much I love him :XXXxxx


















*******

- 11:59am: shit, what's happening to me?

vua` chay ra xuong? ve`, hnay chak ngay` quai' gi` y'

tay lạnh chân lạnh

bây giờ bắt đầu thấy khó chịu

một vài ng làm mình rất khó chịu, nhưng thôi mình vẫn nhịn

kệ đi

ko kệ thi cũng ko bik làm thế nào :))

Jeudi, 4 Dec, 20 days until Xmas

20 days until Xmas

Woke up at 6am =))

ok it doesn't matter anymore, I've never been someone who can sleep 8hours/day

have a list to do today, prepare for the bday party this Sat =)) gosh maybe I should open a SPX party - organizing Co. Ltd =)) . Gonna see my relatives :X I really love family and relatives meeting :))

- bank

- mp3

- zoo


mà rõ ràng dạo này mình cũng hay ra đường, mà sao nhiều người cư chửi mình là bỏ bê bạn bè "hôg chịu đi chơi cả tao", "ở nhà dưỡng già à?" , "hay mày bị mafia doạ nên phải ở nhà?" T__T , có ng còn tưởng mình đi du học rồi nữa mới sợ chứ =))

Hôm qua vừa bảo Tú "20 tớ bay" mà nó nhảy dựng lên "sao bay hôg bảo tớ sớm?" --- "thì giờ bảo nè" --- "đi mấy năm? thôi đừng đi nhớ lắm, ở đây cũng đc mà việc gì phải đi? đi như thế buồn lắm sang đấy rồi chết rét" ---

nói liên tục làm mình hết thở luôn =)) hoá ra bạn ý tưởng mình đi CAD :))



ok gotta go :X have a nice day

PS: mình làm mất con mickey mouse papa tặng, giờ mình muốn nhảy từ tầng 1 xuống mặt đất quá :(( :(( :(( :(( :((


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đang ngồi viết mấy thứ cho mommie, tự nhiên hàng xóm turn on BSB mới sợ =)) :Xxxxxx , this one is one of the sexiest songs I've ever known =)) and the best too, really love it :D . Làm thế nào để đc gặp Nick Bri D AJ Kev bi giờ :)) tình iêu mười mấy năm của mình :X





Once there was a time,
love was just a myth,
it just wasn't for real,
it didn't exist.
Until the day you came into my life,
it forced me to think twice.
I didn't have too much,
no I wasn't rich,
You made me believe someday,
I'd be more than this.
That's why until this day I'm still your man,
cause you made me understand...

Love is,
kisses in a bean bag chair
the two of us with no one there
Love is,
the moment that I climb the stairs
to hold you in my arms after we made love.
Love is,
waking up to see your face,
or kissing in the morning rain.
The only thing that keeps me sane,
at the end of the day is that I've got you.

You're my secret place,
where I can be myself.
You connect with me,
like nobody else.
Even though our circumstances changed,
our love still remains.
Keep me on the ground,
still you help me fly,
You taught me to be patient,
I taught you to rely,
so no matter what tomorrow brings,
we got the simple things cause...

Love is,
kisses in a bean bag chair
the two of us with no one there
Love is,
the moment that I climb the stairs
to hold you in my arms after we made love.
Love is,
waking up to see your face,
or kissing in the morning rain.
The only thing that keeps me sane,
is at the end of the day I've got you.

Love is,
a Sunday morning with the blanket wrapped around your waist.
Love is,
the way your lips seems to curve when you say my name.
Love is,
and when I'm stressing like the world's turnin' upside down.
girl it all makes sense when you're around.

Love is,
kisses in a bean bag chair
the two of us with no one there
Love is,
the moment that I climb the stairs
to hold you in my arms after we made love.
Love is,
waking up to see your face,
or kissing in the morning rain.
The only thing that keeps me sane,
is at the end of the day I've got you.

Mercredi, 3 Dec, 21 days until Xmas

21 days until Xmas

FINALLY , I woke up at ... 7am today =)) I went to bed at about 2am =)) I dunno how I could be a supa hero like that

Yesterday I went to see Madagasca 2, it was so cute eh :X

today felt like I was walking on the cloud =)) everything is nothing but blur

a very 1st present for xmas from mommie My : a diamond ring :">

I'm thinking about a special present :P haven't had any idea yet but I'm just thinking about it. I'm not good at making people feel touched =)) just cause big shock lah =))

so Saturday 20 I'm gonna be in HCM :P Today mom told me if I stayed at home, she'd give me a bunch of money =)) She said she'd miss me so :') Mommie I've been growing up day by day, don't worry about me :') I'm just worried about you much more :P

is it guilty if I say I'm happy and please don't ever let me go :')


I've found out, besides the bathroom, car is totally a perfect place to have a sleep =)) :X

Mardi 2 Dec, 22 days until Xmas

22 days until Xmas

- 5:33am : haven't finished yet , started from about 1:30am =)) but now haven't finished yet

haizzz ma` thoi met. lam' roi` muon' ra sao thi` ra =))

minh` ma` hog^ malade thi` xong tu` lau roi` y' , xi' :P

bi gio` dang dau dau` day ai noi' j luc' nay` chac' dau` minh` cung~ hog update dc

minh` cha? phai la` thanh' nhan^ viec j` cung~ mun' om^ vao` ng` dau, nhg can ban? hog^ tu giai quyet thi hog^ co' xong, nhin` viec ng` khac' lam` nua? voi` kho' chiu lam' , da~ the' con` noi' "cai' nay` chi? lam` dc den' the' thoi^" =))
nhg thoi minh` dang hai` long` ve` product lam' day, nhin` xong thanh` qua? lao dong. cung~ thay' do~ tui? =)) qua? nay` mai di do lai. kinh' chak chua dc 1/10 qua'

khoang? chua toi 20hom nua~ minh se~ o HCM oyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :X hihi cam giac mac' cuoi lem chua bao gio` xa nha gan 10ngay ntn =)) bth cung~ chi? 4-5days ma` ve` umma minh` da~ noi' nho' minh` qua' vi` o? nha` hog^ ai cuoi` nhieu` noi' nhieu` nhu minh` =)) :D Anyway wherever I go, I'll come back :') I swear mommi3 :X so pls don't ever worry about me :P
Lan` nay` o? cug` ong^ anh ieu qui' hehehe o? nha` gf anh ay' thi` khac' gi` o? nha` ban. minh` :D
Dang nghi~ den' dc di phuquoc nua~ chu :p dep nhu cai brochure thi` Hallie the` se~ thuc suot dem =)) =))

May hom nay ngu? it' qua' , dang so. bi gio` cu' ngoi` im 1 cho~ o? dau ma` hog^ hoat. dong. gi` thi` chak chan la` se~ ngu? gat ngay =))

nho' laptop cua? minh` wa' :(( :(( cha? bik ong kia sua? bao gio` moi' xong =(( =((


- 5: 51am: the sun is rising thi` phai? hih hih :X



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Everything's been alright for such a long time for me, it's unusual, so somehow I really feel surprised.

God pls let everything and everyone is alright , please.....

I'm so scared of the feeling that once I can touch peace and happiness, and then right after I have to see them fading away though I try my best to hold them in my hands. Is it ok if I say I just don't wanna feel the pain?

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- 7: 06am: DONE :D , tu` gio` the` hog^ bao gio` lam` gi` gap' rut' kieu nhu the' nay` nua~ =,=

Lundi, 1 Dec, 23 days until Xmas

23 days until Xmas


booog booong booog...

ce soir je ne dors pas ha' ha' ha' =))

va` bay gio` la` 4am =))

I went to bed at about 7pm last night , ve` den' nha` ngoi` nhin` screen 1 ty' dinh. hoc. bai` thi` dau` oc' bat' dau` bieu? tinh` =)) danh` treo` len^ giuong` di ngu? without dinner without everything =))

so now here I am, totally awake :D


va` bay gio` hinh` nhu bi. sot^' =))

hnay wedding Hien`, gonna busy for all day

I will survive I hope so :P


va` bay gio` dag uong' earlgrey tea

bi gio` uoc gi` dang o tren duong`, hoac. o? ngoai` bien? =))


va` bay gio` dang nghe bai` nay` :D




va` bay gio` dang doc. Horoscope for monday 1st dec

Being faster than a speeding bullet only works for superheroes. You've been so busy lately that your social life is nothing but a blur. Slow down so you can appreciate the things worth hitting the pause button for

>>> dung' cai' ngay` can` faster everything thi` lai. bao? minh` slow down thi` song' ntn dc =)) . hnay con` phai? ra xuong? check do`, roi` 1 cai' bung* trap' 1 cai' dam' cuoi' , roi` lam` the' nao` bay ve` kip de? di tap yoga vs Tu' , lay. Chua' hog bik hnay con con` quen^ cai' gi` nua~ hog^ =))


va` bay gio` dang nghe bai` nay` , van~ muon' ra bien?, khi nao` co' dip ra bien? se~ nghe 2 bai` nay` :X . Minh` da~ plan san~ la` luc' cho` mat. troi` len thi` nghe bai` breaks the news, con` sau day' se~ nghe meets mom =)) Thik 2 bai` nay` , vi` nghe rat' la` ngay` mai tuoi sang', va` vi` no' co' ten^ minh` =)) (very cheap thoughts =)) lah, ke^. thoi^ co' ai danh' thue^' uoc' mo* bao gio` .. :P)






va` bay gio` da~ uong' het' 2 coc' Earlgrey tea nong' ma` sao van~ lanh. thia' nai` T__T
som' qua' chua co' ai wake up de? treu^ ca? T__T


va` bay gio` dang hungry, nhg thoi^ ke. di, tu. nhien buon` ngu? =))


va` bay gio` dang chuyen? qua nghe hiphop cho do~ buon` ngu? =,=




va` bay gio` la` 6:02am , hah' hah' the sun is rising :X
I got a pocket, got a pocket full of sunshine :D
The sun is on my side
Take me for a ride
I smile up to the sky
I know I'll be alright


va` bay gio` la` 7:20am - uong' den' coc' tea thu 5 =)) (moi~ co'c chi? khoang? 500ml chu' may' )


va` bay gio` la` 7:56am - bat' dau` chuyen sang uong' coffee vi` buon` ngu? qua' , con` bao viec can` giai quyet =)) sao lai. hat' hoi nhu do? hoi thia' nai`

cham' dut' diary for the morning of 1st Dec o day :D

bb :X


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va` bay gio` la` 8:12pm - coming back after everything

mọi thứ vẫn clear chán :)) nhưng buồn ngủ quá thể
đang có 1 ước mơ very cheap là ra đường ngồi đâu đó, uống 1 cốc tea nóng và ngủ gật =)) ... hay mình phóng ra megastar mua vé rồi vào phòng chiếu ngủ gât nhỉ =)) (xin Chúa tha tội cho con vì nhữg ý nghĩ khác ng` này =)) )
sounds pretty good :D