31st DEC

Last night was really a great night

PPl laughed. PPl had fun. PPl cried. PPl broke. then PPl got back :X

oh lah I really missed my bf yesterday :p while ppl were being together and were happy together

hehe

oh lah the last day of this month and this year 2009 :X

hopefully I'm gonna have a very exciting year ahead, with lots of love and warm :X

hopefully I won't have to cry too much, I'd be strong enough :D strong to do whatever I want, strong to be a shoulder to myself and to someone else :))

hopefully happiness and health to family and all the ppl around me

:X -Hal

Ordinary Tuesday

Not that kinda worry anymore, but still worry about the health :D so I hope it's gonna happen soon, today or tmr

My bf is sooo lovely :"> he went outta city had lunch there and just bought me a fried chicken my favourite food :X. Thanks a lot baby :X

Choco doco I'm watching Project runway again, damn! so great :)) but I have to check out my daily outfit, kinda...boring :-? need to make something more fun and interesting...

Lah lah lah I wish I wish I wish next year I could probably open something for me :P :X

or I'm gonna be broken :))

Lah lah lah right, I need to keep up my positive attitude and smile up all the time :X

Worried

Worried

:-<

:(((((((((((((

S**@#!&%

Ồ đã bực mình rồi thì chớ

Ts

Sao mình ghét những ng nói mà không biết giữ lời thế nhỉ

Hoặc nói xong quên ngay, rồi giả vờ như không biết

Hoặc bịa ra một vài lý do nào đấy để giải thik

Giải với chả thik

Cút, cút hết

Tôi có phải trẻ con lên 3 đâu , mk

Từ mai hả, ở nhà ở nhà dek đi đâu nữa

Xmas 2009 :X

This’s called “Hội chứng Xmas” :))





I felt really happy yesterday…Coz I had all the ppl I love around me :) and I know they love me too

Oh I really wish I’d feel this happiness, this peace forever :P

Xmas, I love you :X

A day before Xmas

Hôm nay 23, 23rd Dec 2009 :))

Hôm nay vui cực kỳ, cả ngày đi làm quà cho mọi người

Sau đến nhà Quang ăn, được tặng nhìu quà nữa :”>

Quang, sao anh tinh thế, em muốn mua LV để rồi refund lấy tiền cho Tiêu về VN /:) thì đã làm sao? Làm sao hả? hả hả hả????

Sau đi cả Bcrew, đau ruột quá, cười hông để đâu cho hết :))

Ôi thật sự cách đây 3-4 năm chẳng bao giờ nghĩ được rồi mình sẽ có một ngày 23 tháng 12 vui một cách bình yên như thế này íh :X

Năm ngoái cũng vui nhưng bị nhớ nhà cả cô đơn như cô bé bán diêm =))

Năm nay thì ấm áp lắm :X

Chẹp mai Xmas, vui nhé :X

Tuesday, 22 Dec 2009

2 days till Xmas

And actually I have no mood or feeling that my Xmas is coming up...

A year has gone, haizz I'm getting older

Tmr, start to join in Xmas parties. Bcrew's and Bjoe's :D Well J is back, I dun really know what to say to you J :)) I dunno why but it seems I dun feel it's easy to talk to you like I did before..

Today I went out with Kun and Linh, to buy Xmas presents. I bought smt for my bf :X I hope he'd like it. Coz actually it took me a lot of time to think what should I buy him while he's had too much of must-have-things already. But I felt really high coz I could find this stuff for him :X

Btw bf I hate you :p coz you just asked me again and again what I'd want for Xmas, and you just told me you dunno what to buy me... Well Xmas is a day for ppl to stay together, present is given bcoz you think about each other, that's all, it doesnt really matter.. But I realize you dun even know what I like :)) haizz this is one of the reasons why I don't wanna have a business bf.
Sometimes I wish I could turn back time when you were really different, you gave me a piece of paper writing that you love me, and you bought me flowers without any occasion..

But those days are gone :D How many times that I have to tell you and I'm a girl and I'm sensitive?????

Okie boys will be boys :-j

Going to sleep, goodnite fellas



** This is what I wrote on 20 Dec 2008, about a year ago "and yesterday I figured out, a small piece a paper can create a thing called speechlessness :P"

....

What will be after Love

Dear Mr.Santa

I have only one question this year. And it is : What will be after Love?

:)

Kinda hard right? I've seen ppl are breaking everyday, every minute, every second. Even they were together for years, 10 years, 20 years... But one day when they woke up, they realized they just can't be together anymore, and...

Well, when those ppl break up , will they ever think about each other anymore?

So What will happen after Love mr.Santa?

:x

Coz I believe someday you'll see :D

and I hope this feeling will last long, forever might not be the right word in this world

I love you baby :)

hey stay by my side, you'll understand me :p

Xmas wishlist

Trong một ngày buổi tối nhàn rỗi trước Xmas 8 ngày. Hallie sẽ làm cái wishlist, và để trong phòng papa, chứ gửi email e rằng sẽ bị lẫn mất :-<

1. iRiver Hello Kitty mp3 special edition

2. Zune 120 GB

Nói tóm lại cho dễ hiểu là thik 1 cái mp3 hàng khủng =))

3. Perfume Gucci Rush 1

4. American Express để đi shopping thả cửa =)) haha


Thực ra tự nhiên năm nay cũng chẳng dám hi vọng gì nhiều :) Chẳng bik nữa, chưa năm nào thấy chẳng expect Xmas như cái năm nay


** extra wishlist for 2015: Muốn có 2 em bé, để đặt tên là Sushi và Sukem =))

If

If it's ok ?

If it's alright ?

My emotion is running up and down

And if I still believe you love me ?

I still don't have all the answers to why we couldn't work it out

Monday morning

Too confused to be real

:))

Prob remains , it seems there's no way out?

Oh lah

Monday work work work

Tipsy

Shiet, why do I have to try to say what I dun wanna say when I'm feeling this high?

:))

FAMILY

This morning when I woke up, I felt really bad, it was like I couldn't even open my eyes :))

I cried too much last night

So I didn't wanna get up

But then I thought, there're many prob I have to solve, crying just wastes time, and I need me myself to be strong

So I was out, took a coughing and headache medicines, ready to go

Family, aja aja :X

I love you guys

Messages

Some lovely mess just make me feel really betta :)

"suddenly i remember 2 urs ago... b4 I went abroad..
we used to hang out almost EVERY NIGHT...

Hallie oiiii, i miss u :((

its so cold over here, windy mostly... but still no sign of snow :(

i thought VN is not cold yet? uve got sick coz u neva eat properly as well >-< ure like "cay lie^u~" :p

dont die b4 i can go home n see u yeh :D

lov ya

♥"


********


"Anytime, miss me yet? :D lol I've been busy these days working and working and just working. I'll be home soon before Xmas coz no where else is better than being home on this special holiday ain't it?

Keep warm sweetie, don't surprise me by losing too many weights because of getting sick ok?

Btw I think I'll have to surprise you by sending your letter to mr.Santa :D"


*******

"yeah, J is the person hooking you up with me, you can say otherwise too, i knew J from your page long time ago, ummm....it's complicated but interesting, ill tell you later, when you get better. As ive read your friends' messages on your page, you need some more rest right? Also, im a little bit busy now with studying,... final tests and papers dued and stuff, so ill contact with you as soon as im done with them. alright? hope youll completely recover from it very soon. [Lots of ppl love you, care about you and worry bout your health, so...i know theyll pray for you, i do too, even though weve never talked to each other before :)] ttyl"

8th December

8th December

13months

And another remarkable monthsary :))

unforgetable talking :))

I hoped that you'd remember, but finally you didn't :))

oh lah, actually I'm not feeling today is an anniversary of anyone :))

ok I'm not taking this too serious, living this way is much easier


Goodnite

Art of love

I’m saying sorry in advance cos this won’t always go to plan
Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted
It's in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we’re all about giving up
Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them
It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it
And it’s always getting better
It’s gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you’re beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention
Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love

Sometimes I’m gonna miss
I’m still learning how to give
I’m not giving up
I’m still learning how to love
Learning how to love…
Learning how to love

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love
(The art of love)

Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still trying to learn the art of love
Still learning, I'm still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
I'm gonna get it sometimes, cause I'm still learning
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
The art art of love

NO thanks :))

:))

I don't like yes no yes no decision

:))

Who?

When you're seriously ill

When you have troubles and need someone to lean on

When you lose your faith

When you see nothing but the darkness

When you wanna cry

When you're jobless, moneyless or homeless



...

You'll see who really loves you, and who really cares for you :)

They love and they care for you because you're you, though you have nothing at that time

They love and they care for you because they're really worried about you, not just care and love for a period of time...

Oh my God, so please let me know what's right and what's wrong :))

Then please let me know what do I have to do now?



...

Coz finally no matter how I've tried to be strong

I'm just a girl

And this's just an ordinary world...

L'onde amère

Perdre
Le fil du temps
Tâter le vent
N'avoir plus rien à craindres
Mais craindre
Qu'à tout moment
Au fil de l'eau
Il n'y ait plus rien à perdre

Suivre l'onde amère
Apprendre à vivre à ciel couvert
Se résoudre à ne plus avoir de repères
En avoir l'air

Fuir
À contresens
La dernière chance
D'avoir des choses à dire
Mais dire
Ce que l'on pense
Se faire violence
N'avoir plus rien à fuir

Suivre l'onde amère
Apprendre à vivre à ciel couvert
Se résoudre à ne plus avoir de repères
En avoir l'air

Feindre
De voir la jour
Le non-retour
Ne plus savoir à quoi s'attendre

…khi em bơ vơ và mơ hồ như lúc này đây anh à :)

Ngày sốt thứ 2

Ngày hôm qua giống như ác mộng

Sốt 39*, 39*6, 40*2… Thật sự là không có lúc nào hoàn toàn cảm thấy tỉnh táo cả. Ngủ li bì, cứ ngủ vài tiếng rồi thức dậy 20-30ph rồi lại ngủ lúc nào không biết. Nhiều giấc mơ hỗn độn trong đầu, giống như kiểu có quá nhiều ánh sáng trong những giấc mơ của mình vậy…

Cả nhà phải cách ly, bố nằm bên ngoài thức trông mình, sợ nếu mà mình tăng nhiệt độ nữa thì phải đi cấp cứu

May quá, sáng nay còn 38*5

Bác sĩ đến lấy máu về để làm xét nghiệm coi có phải mình bị sốt xuất huyết hay hông. Bị lấy máu không thấy đau lắm, nhưng nhìn thấy máu thì thấy chóng mặt kinh khủng :-s thật sợ..

Kết quả là mình chỉ bị viêm phổi thôi chứ không phải sốt xuất huyết. God bless…Nhưng vẫn phải kiểm tra thêm 2 hôm nữa, nếu bắt đầu phát ban và chảy máu thì phải đi bệnh viện

:(

Ôi, giờ mới biết thế nào là ốm nặng…

Thèm ăn chocolate và đồ ngọt nhưng cũng chẳng ăn được nhiều

Bạn bè rất dễ thương, hỏi thăm mình liên tục

Anh cũng đang bị ốm :-< khổ thân anh quá

Sốt

Sốt

Hwa trước khi đi ngủ đã thấy chóng mặt hoa mắt. Vừa ngủ 1 lát thì tỉnh dậy

Rét

:))

Chưa bao giờ có cảm giác rét như thế íh =,=

Quay sang Kim định nhờ lấy chăn vì mình rét quá thì gọi mãi nó cũng ư ử :))

Mình mặc thêm 1 cái áo, đắp thêm 1 cái chăn bông to sụ, đi tất, cố gắng lăn được xuống bếp làm cốc trà nóng

Chăng ăn thua

Sợ thế :(

Sợ quá nt cho bf với Tiêu…bik là chẳng nhận được reply đâu nhưng vẫn cứ gửi vì…sợ =))
Thế mà Tiêu reply còn chửi mình chứ :)) con chóe

Bi giờ vẫn sốt 39*, mình chỉ sợ làm lây ra mẹ mà thôi :( thà cứ ốm 1 mình còn hơn :(

Fuck off

Thật sự là éo thể hiểu được nữa rồi

Thôi cút hết đi , để cho tôi yên




*******

The blue lines was what I wrote this afternoon :P I was really upset and angry

Then I went to gym as usual. After running 6km (wow) and 4km bicycle, I felt really exhausted. I went to sauna for a little longer. Then I decided I'd go to do something, I didn't wanna go home...

So I decided I'd go to the game world, play something. But when I get to the Vincom, I felt a little tired, so I bought me a ticket, popcorn and a frozen coke to watch New moon again. I was lucky today, I was late a little bit so when I came into the room, it was full of ppl and I couldn't get into my seat. So I decided to go up to the VIP line...hehe I was all alone in that line :X The movie was good, except it made me cry :p but who cares, I had a VIP LINE with 18 seats:D

I sms to my bf, asking how was it goin to him...Poor my honey, he's sick bcoz of going out too late with me 2 days ago :( I should neva let him go out late and drink with me, never again. Actually I wanted to tell him that I wasn't ok, but well he was tired and sleeping... Get well soon honey :)

I sms to Tieu, I know she'd not reply but I knew she could read it, and she could feel the same way too :P at least there was someone who'd understand what I was feeling right?

ok I'm going to bed now, too tired today :X


9:17pm

I'm pretty good at cheering up myself :) ain't I ? :p

go on go on go on

Young and Silly

I'm young and silly :( so silly

It's like I'll have to wait for so long to be mature actually :))

"can't believe there's someone else who gets hurt more easily than you"

And feeling like I'm in between now :))

Có những người thật khó hiểu với mình

Có những người thật dễ hiểu với mình

Có những người yêu mình

Có những người mình nghĩ là yêu mình thì hoá ra không phải

Có những người mình nghĩ là lúc nào cũng yêu mình thì hoá ra cũng chẳng phải nốt

Có những người mình nghĩ là sẽ ghét mình thì lại yêu mình hơn mình tưởng


:))

C'est la vie???


"so don't make her blue when she writes to you..."

Sunday

...then Love has come back again

Argument helps ppl to understand each other?? I dunno :)) but I hate the feeling of getting hurt. I've never felt so bad like this time, since ever we've started to misunderstand each other, my hands trembled, my head shivered... I let ppl see me crying, and it was really unacceptable :))

I know that he loves me, I love him too

If ppl love each other, why they still hurt each other?

A question will never be answered


------

Right now atm I'm feeling so worried...there's smt happening somewhere to someone I might know. But I haven't firgued out who why where yet... I'm so worried. Hope everything is alright to everyone.. pls god...

I'm tired :p but it felt so good when he held me on his arms...just like before...

Saturday

15:23 - Saturday 28th Nov 2009

The feeling of being despised, well it hurts more than anything

esp when it's caused by someone we truly love and trust


…

:)

Time

"...Time will heal the heart"

:)

I've been growing up :-j I'm old enough :))

And everything is just a matter of time, right? :D

To prove

To see

To feel

To know

To understand

To hold

To stay and To leave


....

Cheers :p

Wednesday, a month before Xmas :*

uh lah when to bed at 4am this morning again :)) I couldn't sleep =,=

I sms to my bf and Katt, at 3am (pardon me :P)

I knew that I'd get no answer but I just wanted to do smt to make me feel like at least I have someone to send sms when I feel so tired

One was sleeping and one was at skul :P


Feeling a little betta today, I had to go to see doctor but she said I'll be fine soon, it's not H1N1 or something else dangerous :X

Yesterday I felt so hungry, I wanted chocolate, pringles, cakes, so very much. Then I went to the supermarket, actually I "dragged my feet" :)) to the supermarket, bought me some. My blood pressure went down at that moment I guess... Then last night, surprisedly I got some favourite food from an old friend with a card saying "You're forbidden to be sick too long" :P lol so cute right? I love to dead that kinda care when I'm sick. Simply I'm still a kid wanna be wheedling and wanna see that ppl care.. lah lah lah :))

Oh lah a month before Xmas, I'm gonna do a wish-list now. Daddy must be the one this year lol.

...there's a saying old says that love is blind

The old favourite song, for winter days, since a long long time ago

...like a black and white movie

a cup of hot tea, blue jazz, red lights, being sick, alone, winter, Xmas is coming... Oh sounds exactly like 2 years ago :))

but I feel warm, at least enough to warm up myself

:)

Oui, je t'aime ma vie :X :P


There's a saying old says that love is blind
Still we're often told "seek and ye shall find"
So I'm going to seek a certain lad I've had in mind
Looking everywhere, haven't found him yet
He's the big affair I cannot forget
Only man I ever think of will regret

I'd like to add him initials to my monogram
Tell me where's the shepherd for this lost lamb

There's a somebody I'm longing to see
I hope that he turns out to be
Someone to watch over me

I'm a little lamb who's lost in a wood
I know I could always be good
To one who'll watch over me

Although he may not be the man some girls think of
As handsome to my heart he carries the key

Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh how I need
Someone to watch over me
Someone to watch over me










* Thanks for showing me how to take care of a kid :p

Yep ppl will forget what you said, will forget what you did, but they will never forget how you made them feel...

Before going to bed (23)

Bây giờ ngay lúc này trong đầu tồn tại 2 điều ước

Điều ước số 1: Kiếm được nhiều tiền và có thật nhiều tiền mua được những thứ mình thik và mua quà cho những người mình yêu

Điều ước số 2: Hết ốm

Đầu mình đang đau quá có ai giúp mình hết đau đầu hông?

Suy với chả nghĩ

Mình chẳng thik bị ảnh hưởng bởi ai, cũng chẳng muốn ai ảnh hưởng vì mình cả

:’(

Cs íh, nó chả đơn giản là sinh ra, kiếm tiền, tiêu tiền rồi chết. Có nhiều cái bây giờ mình mới hiểu quan trọng vô cùng, nhưng vẫn có những người cười khẩy và coi thường :)) hoặc có thể ng ta cho là mình viển vông thơ mộng? =))

Mình thật sự yêu quí 1 vài người. Vì khi mình nói, ng ta yên lặng và lắng nghe :) Chứ không phải yên lặng, lắng nghe, rồi chuyển qua nói những chủ đề khác chẳng liên quan =))

Mình càng ngày càng dễ tính , và nhạt nhòa bởi vì quá dễ tính…

Sick

Ốm quá

Ho quá

Hắt hơi nhiều đau đầu quá

Muốn than vãn làm nũng quá :”>

Muốn mẹ ở đây , ôm mẹ , xong mẹ xoa lưng cho mình …Nhưng mà hông được vì như thế sẽ lây ốm sang mẹ, mẹ mà ốm thì rất nguy hiểm :P

Ôi chao làm thế nào cho khỏi ốm nhanh bi giờ? sốt ruột sốt ruột sốt ruột. Cứ ốm là mắc thêm bệnh sốt ruột vì hông ra đường để check nhân tình thế thái ntn :))

Noel sắp tới rồi, chuẩn bị giấy bút viết thư cho Santa =))

Thik đi mua quà tặng xong ngồi lẫn lộn giữa đống giấy bọc quá :))

Khỏi ốm nhanh đi còn đi chứ :D

Dear 23: Hôm nay mình vừa đi sơn bộ móng tay sặc sỡ màu hồng rất chi là kute đấy :))

Freezing Sunday

Oh goodmorning Sunday

I can't talk :)) Too much ice-cream could help me but it also killed my voice :P

I feel so alive

It's gonna be a busy day

Plan plan plan. Time time time.


23:14 : Ngu quá, lần sau thì phải nhớ là trời rét đừng ăn nhiều kem, mà đã ăn nhiều thì hông nên đi bộ rồi há miệng ra mà nói chuyện

=,=

Cviec bị stuck


TOMORROW IS 23

Merci

Thank you for always being there no matter what happens...

:)

Well you're right, Everyone must face their own loneliness... But do you think it's weird when I just wanna share my loneliness by talking nonsense :)) Haizz I'm still a kid right? :D

It's weird coz usually when I feel that I need someone, nobody could help me, they just help by saying "calm down,you have to do this, you have to do that, you have to think like this, think like that, remember this remember that, tmr will be different...." blah blah :)) I've heard all of those words before... Oh lah :))

Anyway, I still feel alright as long as I believe tomorrow is coming and it's gonna be a new day :)

So?

Nhiều người, cũng chỉ giống nhau mà thôi :)) không cách này thì cách khác

Sự nghiệp à? Tiền bạc à? Các mối quan hệ à?

Ok!!!



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Số Phận là trò chơi cút bắt

Tình yêu lúc nào cũng như giấc mơ, chỉ nỗi đau sau đấy là sự thật... :)

Khi người ta yêu, tình yêu như một con đường để những điều vô lý thành có lý. Nhưng biết đâu khi người ta hết yêu và quay lại nhìn, vẫn còn đó đầy đặn những điều vô lý...

Thursday 19th Nov 2009

Too much ice-cream, being frozen and having a bad cough now brrrrr

And I'm sad :P is it considered to be a Problem? :))

Last 2 weeks was in peace

And it's still the same old story, over and over again



....

For all your expectations love can never be designed

We either take each other for everything we are

Don't love me for what you intend or hope that I will be

The 3rd lesson about Happiness

Happiness comes from unexpected moments and feelings :)

I'm not really a patient person, so I understand how hard it is to wait for someone or something

Is it paintful either to wait for something too long and yet can't get the answer for the deadline and the result?

:)

...

Woke up early this morning because of a phonecall. Then I found out it's better if I drink a warm cup of tea in the winter morning instead of an iced tea

I'm getting older, coz lately I've spend time to think about what I'm gonna say :)) , carefully to make sure I won't have to regret after all. But somehow I still love to say what I really want to :))

Oh lah, it's great to do a business plan with a cup of hot tea, in the cold wind, using the wireless from the neighbours =)) I still have to learn a lot, a lot, but I'm kinda good at dealing with customer :D

Christmas is coming up, how about Paris and Swiss next Xmas? +.+ or maybe HongKong and Shanghai if I can't afford all the finance :))



....

Can it be that it was all so simple then or has time rewritten every line?
If we had the chance to do it all again
Tell me - Would we? Could we?

Memories
May be beautiful and yet
What's too painful to remember we simply choose to forget

The 2nd lesson about happiness

Today I’ve learnt the 2nd lesson about happiness. And I could feel it so very well, it’s not only the feeling anymore, it’s turned to be something that I even could touch, could smell, could live with it :X

Happiness comes from simple and ordinary things :)

The weather was so fine
The business seemed to be on track
My legs are tired now because of walking too much
Having lunch on a sidewalk
Feeling the cold wind
Laughing and teasing

:x

Merci bcp

Thích :x - The 1st lesson about Happiness

Thật là thích khi có người:

- Đi ăn trưa linh tinh với mình
- Đưa mình đi làm việc
- Đưa mình đi mua đồ làm việc, đi lòng vòng hông có chỗ gửi xe vẫn đi với mình mà chẳng hề than vãn kêu la
- Chờ mình
- Tối đến rủ mình đi ăn nem chua rán với uống rượu :))
- Hông trách mình là ăn đồ vớ vẩn
- Làm cho mình cười ngặt nghẽo chảy cả nước mắt
- Đi ăn kem với mình, ăn liền tù tì mấy cái kem với mình xong vẫn hỏi có muốn ăn nữa hông? :”> Mặc dù mình bik thừa là đang run cầm cập vì rét :))

Thích :x

Hp đôi khi chỉ là thế thôi :)

Happiness comes from Togetherness

Foggy Sunday

Yesterday went to the stadium with bf and his friends . Well it was such a good feeling to scream and shout out loud there :)) like everyone is ready to scream and shout with you, everyone is ready to be noisy with you :))

It's raining a little outside, papa is turning "Everytime we say goodbye" jazz version. I love this song on rainy days :X

My feeling seems to be alright these days, no fighting, no crying, nothing...it's better for my heart somehow. But it turns to be like...I dunno :)) how to explain just something's really really different is happening


23:12pm: just got home after watching MJ This is it with bf. It's hard to believe that he passed away :(

I wish this feeling will last longer and longer, not only for a week, not only for 15days... safe, in peace, feeling love is so near...

God bless :)

Random on a Thursday

Yesterday went out to see dad, in a concert. I'm still so damn in love with the sound that begins each concert. It's a mixing sound, the player plays some notes, listen carefully to make sure the sound is being correct. Well I love that messy sound :)) I dunno why but I grew up with that right?

I've been thinking a lot. About a thing that called Relationship... There's something wrong, not really wrong but it's like the music itself is being outta tune. And I wanna play it again, to be in tune again, at least trying one more time :) Can I do it? Can I win it myself? Coz maybe I'll have only myself to play, and to try. I don't think it's bad to be sensitive sometimes. Coz it wasn't sensitive at all, it was feeling either.

I'm making a business plan for the shop next year. I have to do something big for myself. I've spent a lot of time for my Heart, now it's time to get back to my Head. Then maybe after all, I'd be able to free my mind? Maybe like I thought before, I'd get married with someone called Business

Have a nice day :X



--- If I love you, and you love me? :)

10th Nov 2009

I'm feeling so confused and messed up. Everything is just like a tape, and I'm turning it backward, slowly enough to realize what I've been missing

I'm so sorry for being thoughtless to you :) I know that I hurt you...

Lovely Monday

Well first of all these are Kimbap made by me - Hallie :X :)) I think I did it pretty well right? I'm going to make bibimbap now :X

Today was a nice Monday the weather was so perfect. I ran around 5km on the machine today :)) but after that I felt really great

I'm falling in love with Donald Trump he's really a big tough guy and also so very successful. He's really a star, I like the way he makes decision, fast, clear and cold. I've heard somewhere b4, maybe from a friend of mine, he told me "In business or in your own life, if you don't love what you're doing, so let it go, forget about it and move on to the new things" . It's so true ain't it? But somehow there're something that I don't like but I still force myself to do it :) I'm not brave and strong enough to give tough decision :) This's what I have to improve myself and to learn to be cold sometimes. Life ain't easy, if you don't fight for yourself, then no one will

I've realized who really really cares for me :) but I just can't do anything else... Am I wrong or right? I'm so confused with my mind

08 Nov 2009

Hồi còn nhỏ tôi rất thích chơi Búp bê. Tôi có được em búp bê barbie rất xinh, tóc dài óng ả, mắt mở to, miệng cười. Tôi thích chải đầu cho Búp bê, mặc cho Búp bê những bộ quần áo bé bé dễ thương, tưởng tượng ra nhiều trò chơi như nấu cơm rồi trò chuyện với Búp bê. Tôi yêu Búp bê kinh khủng, thật sự thấy hạnh phúc vô cùng khi được chơi với Búp bê…
Tôi nói với Búp bê rằng sẽ yêu Búp bê mãi…
Có một ngày nọ, tôi lớn hơn một chút, những việc làm trước kia với Búp bê khiến tôi hạnh phúc, giờ đã chẳng còn mang lại cho tôi cảm giác đấy nữa.
Tôi cất Búp bê vào hộp một cách cẩn thận vì thực ra chẳng có lý do gì thực sự để vứt Búp bê xinh đẹp đi cả. Tôi tin rằng búp bê sẽ không bao giờ biến mất
Búp bê, có biết buồn hông?

Tình yêu bây giờ có phải cũng như trò chơi Búp bê lúc bé? Người ta đến vì yêu thương nhau, chăm sóc cho người mình yêu cũng khiến con người cảm thấy hạnh phúc phát điên lên được. Thậm chí sau một ngày dài mệt mỏi vì công việc, nhìn thấy khuôn mặt Tình yêu mình thì dường như mọi thứ đều khiến bạn có cảm giác như khi vừa thức dậy vào một ngày mới, bạn vui vẻ, rất nhiều hy vọng, nghĩ rằng mình có thể làm được bất cứ việc gì, những điều vô lý đều trở thành có lý.
Bạn nghĩ rằng sẽ yêu Tình yêu mãi…
Rồi có một ngày, khi chợt nhận ra Tình yêu cũng không phải là hoàn hảo như ban đầu bạn nghĩ. Tình yêu trở nên biết than vãn, biết buồn, biết khóc vì những chuyện không đâu, biết trách móc bạn, không còn mang khuôn mặt tươi cười như hoa mỗi lần gặp bạn nữa
Những trục trặc khiến bạn thấy mệt mỏi
Những cãi vã khiến bạn thấy vô lý
Những lần gặp gỡ khiến bạn thấy tẻ nhạt
Bạn “cất” Tình yêu vào một góc, vẫn rất cẩn thận, vì chẳng có lý do gì thực sự để chia tay Tình yêu cả. Và tin rằng Tình yêu sẽ không bao giờ biến mất
Tình yêu, có biết buồn không?

Sự khác nhau giữa Búp bê và Tình yêu là ở chỗ, Tình yêu là con người và biết cảm nhận

If ppl come to each other only when they feel lonely or they have nothing to do…Then it’s not supposed to be Love anymore

Con gái thường hay mắc một căn bệnh muôn thủa, đó là Nhạy cảm

Còn con trai thường hay mắc một căn bệnh muôn thủa, đó là không nhận ra rằng mình Vô tâm

Nhạy cảm nhiều, Vô tâm ít hoặc Nhạy cảm ít, Vô tâm nhiều thì tất cả sẽ vẫn diễn ra ổn thỏa

Nhưng có đôi khi, bất chợt, Nhạy cảm và Vô tâm đều rất nhiều. Mọi chuyện trở nên phức tạp hơn bởi vì cái gì có quá nhiều đều không tốt

Có những câu hỏi sẽ chẳng bao giờ có câu trả lời

Nếu chúng ta cố gắng dành thời gian hiểu nhau hơn một chút
Nếu anh ôm em chặt hơn một chút khi em cần anh
Nếu em nói được với anh tất cả những gì em muốn nói

Mọi chuyện sẽ thế nào?

Nếu em muốn đi ăn vào lúc 10h tối, anh sẽ đi ăn với em chứ?
Nếu em ốm, anh sẽ vẫn mua kem để dụ em khỏi ốm cho nhanh chứ?
Nếu em có chuyện muốn kể, anh sẽ kiên nhẫn nghe em nói chứ?

Nếu mọi thứ về em dường như rất vô lý và khó hiểu, anh vẫn sẽ hiểu và yêu em chứ?



Chủ nhật ngày 8 tháng 11 năm 2009 – 9:57am

Ngày nắng đẹp, như năm ngoái :X
Happy anniversary :)


PS: Bangkok vui vẻ nhé :X

If ppl just come to each other when they feel lonely or they have nothing to do... Then it's not supposed to be Love anymore

Did you love me bcoz at that moment your heart felt lonely?

Did you love me bcoz it was a Saturday 8th November 2008, when you were outta work, not busy and had nothing to do?

Why do you love me? Can you answer that question once? Or you just say "No, I don't know"

I have a notebook. I've listed the reasons why I do love you this much, and I keep writing down on it... I'm happy to see it's growing up day by day, it's like I'm planting a tree...

You said I should remember You when I need someone...

I did, so would you come?

It wasn't the 1st time. You made me so confused.

And it's not because of me, it's not because of you. It is just because we don't really love and care for each other like the way we say. Don't think it's Love, I was just someone to remember when you need to remember about something.

Forget about it. I don't mean to judge you or blame you or complain about anything. Well I'm still loving you a lot. And I'm also afraid of feeling hurt again with same old stories

Nobody's fault, just because we're not meant for each other

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test

This one is pretty true :))


Dear Hallie Poupée, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...

You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are impor

Bắt đầu một kết thúc

Bắt đầu một kết thúc

:X weather

Thik thời tiết mùa này :X

Thik lắm, thik điên đảo íh :Xxxx

Trời nắng rực rỡ, gió thổi, mát, tóc bay bay, váy cũng bay bay =)))

Tất cả đều rực rỡ, rực rỡ rực rỡ, bay bổng bay bổng :))

Nghe nhạc, phải nghe tai nghe nhé, 1 danh sách các bài dài, thik nghe cả Emi Fujita mùa này nữa :X

Ôi yêu lắm íh :X

First of November - a Sunday

Is it gonna be a sweet November like last year?

Today I went back to the countryside, meeting some folks. Today is the Saint's Holiday, kinda big holiday for the Catholic. I was really in love with the weather in my countryside, so cool, so warm :D We had a very huge lunch. Haizz I miss grandpa a lot, he's left for 4 years. Grandpa, how are you doing up there? ^^ I miss you so much...

I dunno what's gonna happen next for the relationship between me and my bf. We usually fight in a battle then nobody win. Argument helps us to be closer or further? Arguments makes us understand each other? Or makes us feel tired of each other? Anyway I'm so afraid of feeling hurt then crying, I'm so afraid of I'll hurt him either... It's complicated, I don't know when and how tears are gonna be stopped? Baby... :( next time when we start to argue, can we stop by a minute and think?..

Nice Sunday today, in love with this :

Ah yesterday I watched 500 days with summer, I really like it :)) Love the girl in that movie

Friday, 30th Oct 2009

Anyway, no matter what happens, I still have a life a head to live and to move on, right? ^^

It happened once, now I guess it will be the 2nd time sooner or later. And maybe the 2nd time will be easier than the 1st, maybe.

I cried, then I realized since when I've become this kinda weak? Then what ppl would think about me? Tears can't solve problems, tears can't heal the pain, tears just helps to relax... I have my pride, and maybe I'm still so childish that's why my pride is bigger than everything. But yep, this's me Hallie, even when I'm in the worst situation, I'll keep my smile.

I don't feel regret about anything. Next week I'll go to a seminar, catch some brochures. It might be late but well, I'm still young enough :)) I wanna see Europe, then maybe next year on Xmas I could be in Paris? :X

My friends are really nice to me. Life'd be tougher without them. PPl might think the relationship between me and my friends is really weird, like between me and Tieu, me and J :)) But I don't need to explain anymore, I love them, and I know they love me too, and we're not gonna hurt each other :) that's enough

Ohh I feel jealous with Tieu a little she could buy so many extraodinary stuff for Halloween in NZ. But anyway, she bought me some too, now the prob is I have to wait until I see her again :D

I gotta go now, the weather in Hanoi now is somehow like in HCMC, sometimes it's cold, sometimes it's hot...When I stand under the sunshine, sometimes I shiver because of feeling cold :))

Nice day :X Remember the sun shines, always

Notes

Từ giờ mình sẽ:

- Ko dùng lappie nhiều ngoài việc research and working
- Ăn uống tử tế ở nhà, tránh ăn uống qua loa cho xong chuyện
- Ghi chép vào sổ xinh đẹp hàng ngày
- Ko nói nhiều hay có thái độ bật người khác nữa, không cần ai cũng phải hiểu mình, mà cũng ko cần giải thích để người khác hiểu. Ai hiểu sẽ hiểu, còn ko hiểu là mãi ko hiểu
- Ko tiếp xúc với những người hoặc những thứ có thể khiến mình nổi nóng hoặc buồn bực. Người nào đã làm mình buồn một lần thì sẽ có lần sau, lần sau nữa...
- Nhớ là có những lời nói chỉ tồn tại vào thời điểm được nói ra. Nói và làm thường khác xa một trời một vực >>> ko nên hoàn toàn tin vào những lời hứa, lời nói.
- Nhớ là có một vài người rất tốt với mình, một cách vô điều kiện
- Luôn vui vẻ để cho xinh đẹp trẻ trung :X

Thế đã, bi giờ đi làm pattern :X

Monday 26th Oct 2009

Dang rat met va buc minh
Hnay minh vua hoc duoc 1vai dieu. Co nhung ng du minh tot' voi ng ta ntn thi ng ta cug se chang bao gio nhan ra va coi day' nhu chuyen "duong-nhien-no-fai-vay". Ts :)) Minh ko thik nhu the, da ko muon nghe ng khac khuyen thi con nho va ng ta lam j?
Minh muon hieu 1vai chuyen nhg noi tom lai co co' gang roi ma cung dek hieu noi.
Minh ko lam hiep sy shiunhon mai duoc roi :)) Minh ko thik nghe loi ng khac day, ko thik lam theo ng khac sap xep day. Thi da lam sao????

New hair-cut

I got my new hair-cut today

Short, right on my shoulders

I feel so great about this change, really. Some ppl said I look prettier and younger :p

Well I'm strong enuf always right? :D

Saturday 24th Oct 2009

Loneliness is such a sad affair

Everything is going so very well.

But not like this, not like that, not like you, not like me, not like everyone...

What I'm thinking is just a big mess , no beginning, no ending

And Nothing

I'm so scared of this kinda feeling

But what else can I do?

Someday ppl will be tired of me

:))

Give me a hand pls