Fuck off

Thật sự là éo thể hiểu được nữa rồi

Thôi cút hết đi , để cho tôi yên




*******

The blue lines was what I wrote this afternoon :P I was really upset and angry

Then I went to gym as usual. After running 6km (wow) and 4km bicycle, I felt really exhausted. I went to sauna for a little longer. Then I decided I'd go to do something, I didn't wanna go home...

So I decided I'd go to the game world, play something. But when I get to the Vincom, I felt a little tired, so I bought me a ticket, popcorn and a frozen coke to watch New moon again. I was lucky today, I was late a little bit so when I came into the room, it was full of ppl and I couldn't get into my seat. So I decided to go up to the VIP line...hehe I was all alone in that line :X The movie was good, except it made me cry :p but who cares, I had a VIP LINE with 18 seats:D

I sms to my bf, asking how was it goin to him...Poor my honey, he's sick bcoz of going out too late with me 2 days ago :( I should neva let him go out late and drink with me, never again. Actually I wanted to tell him that I wasn't ok, but well he was tired and sleeping... Get well soon honey :)

I sms to Tieu, I know she'd not reply but I knew she could read it, and she could feel the same way too :P at least there was someone who'd understand what I was feeling right?

ok I'm going to bed now, too tired today :X


9:17pm

I'm pretty good at cheering up myself :) ain't I ? :p

go on go on go on

Young and Silly

I'm young and silly :( so silly

It's like I'll have to wait for so long to be mature actually :))

"can't believe there's someone else who gets hurt more easily than you"

And feeling like I'm in between now :))

Có những người thật khó hiểu với mình

Có những người thật dễ hiểu với mình

Có những người yêu mình

Có những người mình nghĩ là yêu mình thì hoá ra không phải

Có những người mình nghĩ là lúc nào cũng yêu mình thì hoá ra cũng chẳng phải nốt

Có những người mình nghĩ là sẽ ghét mình thì lại yêu mình hơn mình tưởng


:))

C'est la vie???


"so don't make her blue when she writes to you..."

Sunday

...then Love has come back again

Argument helps ppl to understand each other?? I dunno :)) but I hate the feeling of getting hurt. I've never felt so bad like this time, since ever we've started to misunderstand each other, my hands trembled, my head shivered... I let ppl see me crying, and it was really unacceptable :))

I know that he loves me, I love him too

If ppl love each other, why they still hurt each other?

A question will never be answered


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Right now atm I'm feeling so worried...there's smt happening somewhere to someone I might know. But I haven't firgued out who why where yet... I'm so worried. Hope everything is alright to everyone.. pls god...

I'm tired :p but it felt so good when he held me on his arms...just like before...

Saturday

15:23 - Saturday 28th Nov 2009

The feeling of being despised, well it hurts more than anything

esp when it's caused by someone we truly love and trust


…

:)

Time

"...Time will heal the heart"

:)

I've been growing up :-j I'm old enough :))

And everything is just a matter of time, right? :D

To prove

To see

To feel

To know

To understand

To hold

To stay and To leave


....

Cheers :p

Wednesday, a month before Xmas :*

uh lah when to bed at 4am this morning again :)) I couldn't sleep =,=

I sms to my bf and Katt, at 3am (pardon me :P)

I knew that I'd get no answer but I just wanted to do smt to make me feel like at least I have someone to send sms when I feel so tired

One was sleeping and one was at skul :P


Feeling a little betta today, I had to go to see doctor but she said I'll be fine soon, it's not H1N1 or something else dangerous :X

Yesterday I felt so hungry, I wanted chocolate, pringles, cakes, so very much. Then I went to the supermarket, actually I "dragged my feet" :)) to the supermarket, bought me some. My blood pressure went down at that moment I guess... Then last night, surprisedly I got some favourite food from an old friend with a card saying "You're forbidden to be sick too long" :P lol so cute right? I love to dead that kinda care when I'm sick. Simply I'm still a kid wanna be wheedling and wanna see that ppl care.. lah lah lah :))

Oh lah a month before Xmas, I'm gonna do a wish-list now. Daddy must be the one this year lol.

...there's a saying old says that love is blind

The old favourite song, for winter days, since a long long time ago

...like a black and white movie

a cup of hot tea, blue jazz, red lights, being sick, alone, winter, Xmas is coming... Oh sounds exactly like 2 years ago :))

but I feel warm, at least enough to warm up myself

:)

Oui, je t'aime ma vie :X :P


There's a saying old says that love is blind
Still we're often told "seek and ye shall find"
So I'm going to seek a certain lad I've had in mind
Looking everywhere, haven't found him yet
He's the big affair I cannot forget
Only man I ever think of will regret

I'd like to add him initials to my monogram
Tell me where's the shepherd for this lost lamb

There's a somebody I'm longing to see
I hope that he turns out to be
Someone to watch over me

I'm a little lamb who's lost in a wood
I know I could always be good
To one who'll watch over me

Although he may not be the man some girls think of
As handsome to my heart he carries the key

Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh how I need
Someone to watch over me
Someone to watch over me










* Thanks for showing me how to take care of a kid :p

Yep ppl will forget what you said, will forget what you did, but they will never forget how you made them feel...

Before going to bed (23)

Bây giờ ngay lúc này trong đầu tồn tại 2 điều ước

Điều ước số 1: Kiếm được nhiều tiền và có thật nhiều tiền mua được những thứ mình thik và mua quà cho những người mình yêu

Điều ước số 2: Hết ốm

Đầu mình đang đau quá có ai giúp mình hết đau đầu hông?

Suy với chả nghĩ

Mình chẳng thik bị ảnh hưởng bởi ai, cũng chẳng muốn ai ảnh hưởng vì mình cả

:’(

Cs íh, nó chả đơn giản là sinh ra, kiếm tiền, tiêu tiền rồi chết. Có nhiều cái bây giờ mình mới hiểu quan trọng vô cùng, nhưng vẫn có những người cười khẩy và coi thường :)) hoặc có thể ng ta cho là mình viển vông thơ mộng? =))

Mình thật sự yêu quí 1 vài người. Vì khi mình nói, ng ta yên lặng và lắng nghe :) Chứ không phải yên lặng, lắng nghe, rồi chuyển qua nói những chủ đề khác chẳng liên quan =))

Mình càng ngày càng dễ tính , và nhạt nhòa bởi vì quá dễ tính…

Sick

Ốm quá

Ho quá

Hắt hơi nhiều đau đầu quá

Muốn than vãn làm nũng quá :”>

Muốn mẹ ở đây , ôm mẹ , xong mẹ xoa lưng cho mình …Nhưng mà hông được vì như thế sẽ lây ốm sang mẹ, mẹ mà ốm thì rất nguy hiểm :P

Ôi chao làm thế nào cho khỏi ốm nhanh bi giờ? sốt ruột sốt ruột sốt ruột. Cứ ốm là mắc thêm bệnh sốt ruột vì hông ra đường để check nhân tình thế thái ntn :))

Noel sắp tới rồi, chuẩn bị giấy bút viết thư cho Santa =))

Thik đi mua quà tặng xong ngồi lẫn lộn giữa đống giấy bọc quá :))

Khỏi ốm nhanh đi còn đi chứ :D

Dear 23: Hôm nay mình vừa đi sơn bộ móng tay sặc sỡ màu hồng rất chi là kute đấy :))

Freezing Sunday

Oh goodmorning Sunday

I can't talk :)) Too much ice-cream could help me but it also killed my voice :P

I feel so alive

It's gonna be a busy day

Plan plan plan. Time time time.


23:14 : Ngu quá, lần sau thì phải nhớ là trời rét đừng ăn nhiều kem, mà đã ăn nhiều thì hông nên đi bộ rồi há miệng ra mà nói chuyện

=,=

Cviec bị stuck


TOMORROW IS 23

Merci

Thank you for always being there no matter what happens...

:)

Well you're right, Everyone must face their own loneliness... But do you think it's weird when I just wanna share my loneliness by talking nonsense :)) Haizz I'm still a kid right? :D

It's weird coz usually when I feel that I need someone, nobody could help me, they just help by saying "calm down,you have to do this, you have to do that, you have to think like this, think like that, remember this remember that, tmr will be different...." blah blah :)) I've heard all of those words before... Oh lah :))

Anyway, I still feel alright as long as I believe tomorrow is coming and it's gonna be a new day :)

So?

Nhiều người, cũng chỉ giống nhau mà thôi :)) không cách này thì cách khác

Sự nghiệp à? Tiền bạc à? Các mối quan hệ à?

Ok!!!



Để làm cái gì???
Để làm cái gì???

Để thoáng qua, xong gió cuốn đi chăng?

Random

Số Phận là trò chơi cút bắt

Tình yêu lúc nào cũng như giấc mơ, chỉ nỗi đau sau đấy là sự thật... :)

Khi người ta yêu, tình yêu như một con đường để những điều vô lý thành có lý. Nhưng biết đâu khi người ta hết yêu và quay lại nhìn, vẫn còn đó đầy đặn những điều vô lý...

Thursday 19th Nov 2009

Too much ice-cream, being frozen and having a bad cough now brrrrr

And I'm sad :P is it considered to be a Problem? :))

Last 2 weeks was in peace

And it's still the same old story, over and over again



....

For all your expectations love can never be designed

We either take each other for everything we are

Don't love me for what you intend or hope that I will be

The 3rd lesson about Happiness

Happiness comes from unexpected moments and feelings :)

I'm not really a patient person, so I understand how hard it is to wait for someone or something

Is it paintful either to wait for something too long and yet can't get the answer for the deadline and the result?

:)

...

Woke up early this morning because of a phonecall. Then I found out it's better if I drink a warm cup of tea in the winter morning instead of an iced tea

I'm getting older, coz lately I've spend time to think about what I'm gonna say :)) , carefully to make sure I won't have to regret after all. But somehow I still love to say what I really want to :))

Oh lah, it's great to do a business plan with a cup of hot tea, in the cold wind, using the wireless from the neighbours =)) I still have to learn a lot, a lot, but I'm kinda good at dealing with customer :D

Christmas is coming up, how about Paris and Swiss next Xmas? +.+ or maybe HongKong and Shanghai if I can't afford all the finance :))



....

Can it be that it was all so simple then or has time rewritten every line?
If we had the chance to do it all again
Tell me - Would we? Could we?

Memories
May be beautiful and yet
What's too painful to remember we simply choose to forget

The 2nd lesson about happiness

Today I’ve learnt the 2nd lesson about happiness. And I could feel it so very well, it’s not only the feeling anymore, it’s turned to be something that I even could touch, could smell, could live with it :X

Happiness comes from simple and ordinary things :)

The weather was so fine
The business seemed to be on track
My legs are tired now because of walking too much
Having lunch on a sidewalk
Feeling the cold wind
Laughing and teasing

:x

Merci bcp

Thích :x - The 1st lesson about Happiness

Thật là thích khi có người:

- Đi ăn trưa linh tinh với mình
- Đưa mình đi làm việc
- Đưa mình đi mua đồ làm việc, đi lòng vòng hông có chỗ gửi xe vẫn đi với mình mà chẳng hề than vãn kêu la
- Chờ mình
- Tối đến rủ mình đi ăn nem chua rán với uống rượu :))
- Hông trách mình là ăn đồ vớ vẩn
- Làm cho mình cười ngặt nghẽo chảy cả nước mắt
- Đi ăn kem với mình, ăn liền tù tì mấy cái kem với mình xong vẫn hỏi có muốn ăn nữa hông? :”> Mặc dù mình bik thừa là đang run cầm cập vì rét :))

Thích :x

Hp đôi khi chỉ là thế thôi :)

Happiness comes from Togetherness

Foggy Sunday

Yesterday went to the stadium with bf and his friends . Well it was such a good feeling to scream and shout out loud there :)) like everyone is ready to scream and shout with you, everyone is ready to be noisy with you :))

It's raining a little outside, papa is turning "Everytime we say goodbye" jazz version. I love this song on rainy days :X

My feeling seems to be alright these days, no fighting, no crying, nothing...it's better for my heart somehow. But it turns to be like...I dunno :)) how to explain just something's really really different is happening


23:12pm: just got home after watching MJ This is it with bf. It's hard to believe that he passed away :(

I wish this feeling will last longer and longer, not only for a week, not only for 15days... safe, in peace, feeling love is so near...

God bless :)

Random on a Thursday

Yesterday went out to see dad, in a concert. I'm still so damn in love with the sound that begins each concert. It's a mixing sound, the player plays some notes, listen carefully to make sure the sound is being correct. Well I love that messy sound :)) I dunno why but I grew up with that right?

I've been thinking a lot. About a thing that called Relationship... There's something wrong, not really wrong but it's like the music itself is being outta tune. And I wanna play it again, to be in tune again, at least trying one more time :) Can I do it? Can I win it myself? Coz maybe I'll have only myself to play, and to try. I don't think it's bad to be sensitive sometimes. Coz it wasn't sensitive at all, it was feeling either.

I'm making a business plan for the shop next year. I have to do something big for myself. I've spent a lot of time for my Heart, now it's time to get back to my Head. Then maybe after all, I'd be able to free my mind? Maybe like I thought before, I'd get married with someone called Business

Have a nice day :X



--- If I love you, and you love me? :)

10th Nov 2009

I'm feeling so confused and messed up. Everything is just like a tape, and I'm turning it backward, slowly enough to realize what I've been missing

I'm so sorry for being thoughtless to you :) I know that I hurt you...

Lovely Monday

Well first of all these are Kimbap made by me - Hallie :X :)) I think I did it pretty well right? I'm going to make bibimbap now :X

Today was a nice Monday the weather was so perfect. I ran around 5km on the machine today :)) but after that I felt really great

I'm falling in love with Donald Trump he's really a big tough guy and also so very successful. He's really a star, I like the way he makes decision, fast, clear and cold. I've heard somewhere b4, maybe from a friend of mine, he told me "In business or in your own life, if you don't love what you're doing, so let it go, forget about it and move on to the new things" . It's so true ain't it? But somehow there're something that I don't like but I still force myself to do it :) I'm not brave and strong enough to give tough decision :) This's what I have to improve myself and to learn to be cold sometimes. Life ain't easy, if you don't fight for yourself, then no one will

I've realized who really really cares for me :) but I just can't do anything else... Am I wrong or right? I'm so confused with my mind

08 Nov 2009

Hồi còn nhỏ tôi rất thích chơi Búp bê. Tôi có được em búp bê barbie rất xinh, tóc dài óng ả, mắt mở to, miệng cười. Tôi thích chải đầu cho Búp bê, mặc cho Búp bê những bộ quần áo bé bé dễ thương, tưởng tượng ra nhiều trò chơi như nấu cơm rồi trò chuyện với Búp bê. Tôi yêu Búp bê kinh khủng, thật sự thấy hạnh phúc vô cùng khi được chơi với Búp bê…
Tôi nói với Búp bê rằng sẽ yêu Búp bê mãi…
Có một ngày nọ, tôi lớn hơn một chút, những việc làm trước kia với Búp bê khiến tôi hạnh phúc, giờ đã chẳng còn mang lại cho tôi cảm giác đấy nữa.
Tôi cất Búp bê vào hộp một cách cẩn thận vì thực ra chẳng có lý do gì thực sự để vứt Búp bê xinh đẹp đi cả. Tôi tin rằng búp bê sẽ không bao giờ biến mất
Búp bê, có biết buồn hông?

Tình yêu bây giờ có phải cũng như trò chơi Búp bê lúc bé? Người ta đến vì yêu thương nhau, chăm sóc cho người mình yêu cũng khiến con người cảm thấy hạnh phúc phát điên lên được. Thậm chí sau một ngày dài mệt mỏi vì công việc, nhìn thấy khuôn mặt Tình yêu mình thì dường như mọi thứ đều khiến bạn có cảm giác như khi vừa thức dậy vào một ngày mới, bạn vui vẻ, rất nhiều hy vọng, nghĩ rằng mình có thể làm được bất cứ việc gì, những điều vô lý đều trở thành có lý.
Bạn nghĩ rằng sẽ yêu Tình yêu mãi…
Rồi có một ngày, khi chợt nhận ra Tình yêu cũng không phải là hoàn hảo như ban đầu bạn nghĩ. Tình yêu trở nên biết than vãn, biết buồn, biết khóc vì những chuyện không đâu, biết trách móc bạn, không còn mang khuôn mặt tươi cười như hoa mỗi lần gặp bạn nữa
Những trục trặc khiến bạn thấy mệt mỏi
Những cãi vã khiến bạn thấy vô lý
Những lần gặp gỡ khiến bạn thấy tẻ nhạt
Bạn “cất” Tình yêu vào một góc, vẫn rất cẩn thận, vì chẳng có lý do gì thực sự để chia tay Tình yêu cả. Và tin rằng Tình yêu sẽ không bao giờ biến mất
Tình yêu, có biết buồn không?

Sự khác nhau giữa Búp bê và Tình yêu là ở chỗ, Tình yêu là con người và biết cảm nhận

If ppl come to each other only when they feel lonely or they have nothing to do…Then it’s not supposed to be Love anymore

Con gái thường hay mắc một căn bệnh muôn thủa, đó là Nhạy cảm

Còn con trai thường hay mắc một căn bệnh muôn thủa, đó là không nhận ra rằng mình Vô tâm

Nhạy cảm nhiều, Vô tâm ít hoặc Nhạy cảm ít, Vô tâm nhiều thì tất cả sẽ vẫn diễn ra ổn thỏa

Nhưng có đôi khi, bất chợt, Nhạy cảm và Vô tâm đều rất nhiều. Mọi chuyện trở nên phức tạp hơn bởi vì cái gì có quá nhiều đều không tốt

Có những câu hỏi sẽ chẳng bao giờ có câu trả lời

Nếu chúng ta cố gắng dành thời gian hiểu nhau hơn một chút
Nếu anh ôm em chặt hơn một chút khi em cần anh
Nếu em nói được với anh tất cả những gì em muốn nói

Mọi chuyện sẽ thế nào?

Nếu em muốn đi ăn vào lúc 10h tối, anh sẽ đi ăn với em chứ?
Nếu em ốm, anh sẽ vẫn mua kem để dụ em khỏi ốm cho nhanh chứ?
Nếu em có chuyện muốn kể, anh sẽ kiên nhẫn nghe em nói chứ?

Nếu mọi thứ về em dường như rất vô lý và khó hiểu, anh vẫn sẽ hiểu và yêu em chứ?



Chủ nhật ngày 8 tháng 11 năm 2009 – 9:57am

Ngày nắng đẹp, như năm ngoái :X
Happy anniversary :)


PS: Bangkok vui vẻ nhé :X

If ppl just come to each other when they feel lonely or they have nothing to do... Then it's not supposed to be Love anymore

Did you love me bcoz at that moment your heart felt lonely?

Did you love me bcoz it was a Saturday 8th November 2008, when you were outta work, not busy and had nothing to do?

Why do you love me? Can you answer that question once? Or you just say "No, I don't know"

I have a notebook. I've listed the reasons why I do love you this much, and I keep writing down on it... I'm happy to see it's growing up day by day, it's like I'm planting a tree...

You said I should remember You when I need someone...

I did, so would you come?

It wasn't the 1st time. You made me so confused.

And it's not because of me, it's not because of you. It is just because we don't really love and care for each other like the way we say. Don't think it's Love, I was just someone to remember when you need to remember about something.

Forget about it. I don't mean to judge you or blame you or complain about anything. Well I'm still loving you a lot. And I'm also afraid of feeling hurt again with same old stories

Nobody's fault, just because we're not meant for each other

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test

This one is pretty true :))


Dear Hallie Poupée, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...

You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are impor

Bắt đầu một kết thúc

Bắt đầu một kết thúc

:X weather

Thik thời tiết mùa này :X

Thik lắm, thik điên đảo íh :Xxxx

Trời nắng rực rỡ, gió thổi, mát, tóc bay bay, váy cũng bay bay =)))

Tất cả đều rực rỡ, rực rỡ rực rỡ, bay bổng bay bổng :))

Nghe nhạc, phải nghe tai nghe nhé, 1 danh sách các bài dài, thik nghe cả Emi Fujita mùa này nữa :X

Ôi yêu lắm íh :X

First of November - a Sunday

Is it gonna be a sweet November like last year?

Today I went back to the countryside, meeting some folks. Today is the Saint's Holiday, kinda big holiday for the Catholic. I was really in love with the weather in my countryside, so cool, so warm :D We had a very huge lunch. Haizz I miss grandpa a lot, he's left for 4 years. Grandpa, how are you doing up there? ^^ I miss you so much...

I dunno what's gonna happen next for the relationship between me and my bf. We usually fight in a battle then nobody win. Argument helps us to be closer or further? Arguments makes us understand each other? Or makes us feel tired of each other? Anyway I'm so afraid of feeling hurt then crying, I'm so afraid of I'll hurt him either... It's complicated, I don't know when and how tears are gonna be stopped? Baby... :( next time when we start to argue, can we stop by a minute and think?..

Nice Sunday today, in love with this :

Ah yesterday I watched 500 days with summer, I really like it :)) Love the girl in that movie