People come then People go.

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I don't know whether it's right or wrong to feel this kinda feeling. I'm really easy to be fired up. Yesterday when my bf said smt about he doesn't think that I'd do what I told him, then I felt really upset. So I ended up the conversation shortly. But maybe he didn't realize and didn't care, that I was upset yesterday. Boys will be boys, I shouldn't believe that he's different coz in the end, he's a man. And men usually hurt someone they love unintentionally

My bf is a businessman, so sometimes I feel like I have nobody at all. I told him I was on my way home by taxi and just had dinner. And he replied by saying he had to go to work now, that means he'd not listen to me anymore, end of conversation. I wish he'd ask me why I had to take taxi home? :)) hehe see? no matter how many times I've said I'd like to be an independent woman. But when I have a bf, things will change. Feelings somehow will have to depend on the way he does and says... So sad but true...

Right now I don't really know what I'm thinking. Sometimes I love him like I wish I could be with him forever. But sometimes I feel like he ain't care a bit, so I just wanna run and hide myself away from him. I'm afraid that I'd be hurt by the way he does. Then I feel insecure, unreliable...

Maybe it's time to look back the way we've gone through and decide which way to go, which way is better for both of us...Maybe he's never spent time to think about it...He thought he loves me, and he'll never change. But he doesn't realize sometimes I'm NOT really that IMPORTANT to him :) WITH or WITHOUT me is just the same...

I'm easy to be up, to forget and to forgive as well. But this's not good 100%. Sometimes I need to learn the way to forgive but NOT forget. So I'll be able to protect me...

Remember: People come then People go. That's Life. That's Love.