A try

I promise that I will try my best . Having a sensitive heart is really tired, I don't wanna my feeling to depend on ppl's words and acts anymore...

If you ever let me down. At least I'll try to feel nothing and I'll try to not cry because of you anymore. I'll not feel upset becoz of the way that did make me feel upset anymore..

I don't wanna continue this situation again: sitting alone, drinking something and feeling upset about someone who doesn't know about what is going on. That's really unfair and wasting of time to wonder the question Have I ever crossed your mind?

Maybe...it's time for me to loosen the string between us, in order to find another US again.

I'll be back to the girl once I used to be, feeling nothing and being tough enough, to save my heart outta troubles.