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I don't really understand what the hell is going on

:))

It ain't easy to keep moving on. Sometimes I think somehow I can see the light at the end of the road. Sometimes I think no matter how I've tried, I'll get nothing. Like I said right from the start. I wish if once I feel it, please let it last longer a lil bit.

I don't like to judge anyone or anything.

I'm not feeling tired

I'm just wanting to ask myself a question "Why do I have to be this kinda patient?" . Patiently waiting, patiently smiling when everything REALLY went wrong, patiently trying a little more each day, patiently saying nothing bcoz I know if I said smt, everything is gonna be ruined, patiently praying everyday.

And is it really who I am? Why do I have to be patient and being patient for what?

Trying is not just for a day. But you made me feel like "oh I tried yesterday, so today I need to relax, forget about it"

:))

I was really angry.

But then I thought? Should I?

It's impossible to change someone if they don't really wish to be changed.

It's impossible to get close to someone if they don't really want anyone to be close to them


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