A long time ago I had a plan for my life. (Hopefully) Be proposed when I'm 24 years old. It'd be very romatic, traditional, maybe in a restaurant where many ppl would share the happiness with us, or on the beach - there would be only two of us (dunno why but I always think about these 2 places are perfect for proposal). Then after that I would get married at the age of 26 (perfect age for a girl who wants to get married, not too old and not too young) . Live in our own house (or maybe an apartment), the man whom I get married with would be the most perfect man in life, 2 kids, happily ever after.
But - there's always a But in everything. I'm gonna turn to 25 this April, so it's 25 already. And if you ask me when will I get married. I will have to say "at the end of the year, but dunno when that year is", because I did break the "plan", so how can I be sure about the next?
Sometimes suddenly I'm drown in my thoughts, I just think think think and think. And then I start to feel kinda lonely and worry about too many things :)) I don't know why. Maybe now all I need to do is learning the way to be more independent, in everything.
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