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Now when I wanna talk to you, something inside my mind just stops me. I feel like I dont know where to start... I feel like maybe after talking to you or asking you smt or even asking you out, simply we will argue again, for reasons and none reasons as well...

I'm scared.

And I'm feeling you will always be the same and no matter what you said, that you will try becoz of us, maybe nothing will change. Maybe I will feel hurt again and you will feel tired again.

I'm scared