S'il suffisait d'aimer

S'il suffisait qu'on s'aime, s'il suffisait d'aimer
Si l'on changeait les choses un peu, rien qu'en aimant donner
S'il suffisait qu'on s'aime, s'il suffisait d'aimer
Je ferais de ce monde un reve, une eternite
..........

Thật là buồn cười :))

Cuộc đời thật là bất ngờ

Và sau buổi sáng ngày hôm nay, mình sẽ chuyển câu nói trên thành : "Cuộc đời này toàn là những chuyện khó hiểu, bất ngờ, và chẳng dự đoán nổi"

Giống như cái việc bạn tình cờ gặp một ai đấy lâu lắm không gặp, ở một nơi mà chẳng bao giờ ngờ được. Một người mà bạn chẳng muốn gặp lại, một người mà bạn tránh không muốn gặp

Thì đấy, xuất hiện trong thang máy

Không phải ngày hôm qua, không phải là ngày mai

Mà là buổi sáng ngày hôm nay, một ngày mà bình thường sẽ là ngày bạn off. Và cái thang máy mà bạn rất hiếm khi nhấn nút và chỉ chậm một vài giây nữa là bị lỡ.

Thật là khó hiểu và kỳ lạ

I acted like you were an...enemy. Or maybe jst because of the action movie that I watched last night that made me feel like a ninja?

And you still laughed, you talked to me like there were no one in that elevator, level headed like the way you always are

:))

Crazy!

I wish

I wish I could know less

I wish I could pretend like I didn't hear anything, see anything

I wish I'd be wiser to see things more clear

I wish I had a heart made by stone

I wish I could use my mind to control everything in every situation

I wish I could sleep well at night, and I'd not have nightmares anymore

Merde!!!

Day with friends

Such a long long long day

Tired tired tired day

I met my friends, one of them just came back from US where she's studying for the last year of uni. We laughed like hell :)) She bought me a very lovely panty and a lotion from Victoria's secret and both of them are PINK. Thanks dear :X It was good to see you again and to laugh with you

Ok enuf for today. Happy, not happy, tired, hot....

Love

Hal

xoxo

Bình yên?!

Bình yên là một thứ xa xỉ và khó kiếm.

Đôi khi để tìm được nó, bạn sẽ phải tốn rất nhiều nước mắt và đau buồn.

Đôi khi cứ ngỡ là nắm được trong tay rồi nhưng lại bị vụt mất. Do bạn. Do người khác. Do hoàn cảnh. Do số phận là thế. Chẳng thể nào kiểm soát được.

Bình yên chẳng bao giờ ở cạnh ta mãi mãi. Chỉ có thể hy vọng rằng có thể chạm vào bình yên càng lâu càng tốt. Vậy thôi.

Hình như sóng gió ngày càng nhiều. Bấp bênh. Chòng chành. Chóng mặt. Đôi lúc mình muốn dừng lại. Mệt. Cảm thấy hình như mình đang với tới một cái gì đó quá cao mà chẳng có bất kỳ một điểm tựa nào cả.

Sống để mà Vui. Hay là Vui để mà Sống?

Yêu đương đúng là một thứ tình cảm phức tạp và đòi hỏi phải có lý trí thật sáng suốt

Vulnerable

Có những vết đau chưa bao giờ lành

Có những vết đau, chỉ cần động nhẹ tới, là khiến mình cảm thấy khó chịu hơn bao giờ hết

Bỗng nhiên mình sẵn sàng trở thành một con nhím xù lông, độc đoán, dễ bị tổn thương, cố chấp với những lý lẽ của riêng mình

Ai hiểu?

Trên thực tế là ko một ai, vào giây phút này

Một mình mình, cảm thấy cô độc và rơi vào trạng thái như ngày xưa, co cụm lại, thấy ai cũng đáng nghi ngờ, đáng sợ...

Trái tim mình bị chia ra làm hai, một nửa thì tự xoa dịu, một nửa thì tiếp tục đau

Cảm nhận nỗi đau này là rất rõ, giống như cái cảm giác cũ đấy lại quay về.

Mình vốn không phải là đứa bi quan kiểu thế này, nhưng thật lòng ko biết bấu víu vào cái gì cả, cũng ko biết nên bấu víu vào ai.

Time will heal, like it did before.

Hopefully this time it won't take too long

Peace

Hal

xoxo

My life my rules

At the end of the conversation, all you tried to do was just blaming something else, and you got me involved

You said "I forgot I did that" . Quickly. Irresponsibly. So straightforwardly.

In any second , had you ever thought that you hurt me?


I'm a kinda easy to forgive and forget. But I've got my own opinions. My life my rules. There's something in some individual situations, once you made it, to me, there will be the next time. No matter what ppl say, no matter what ppl explain, even no matter how many times they say sorry. I don't care. To me, "never" really means "never".

If you think it's ok to do things like that. So way to go. Do it. Your life your rules as well. But I'll never ever agree with the way you did.

That's all.

You . Hurt . Me

I'm not afraid to try again. I'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reasons.

I'm blank

I just wanna type smt

in here

to know that I'm still alive

and I still have a tomorrow

Tomorrow

yes

Everything is gonna be fine

Bcoz what doesn't kill me just makes me stronger

LOVE! I'm scared!

I'm kinda wanting to be slower, take a little step backward

I'm scared

It's like since the day I was born, I've been a kinda stubborn girl

Mommy and daddy never used the rod to educate me like the other parents. When I was a kid, whenever I did wrong, they just talked to me until I totally understood and promised I'd never do it again.

So now, when I grow up, sometimes I still make mistakes, sometimes I don't listen to my parents, sometimes I TRY not to listen to my parents though I know all they want is the best for me. So when they blame me after that, I usually keep silence bcoz I know I did a wrong thing.

I'm getting used to my parents' way, I'm getting used to the way they love me.

And I know they understand who I really am. And even no matter how good or how bad I am, I know from the bottom of parents' hearts, they still love me with all they have

~~

When ppl grow up, luckily they will find a right one, and normally after that they get married.

I will get married, next year if nothing happens

My bf's family has been good to me. But somehow sometimes I still wonder, will they really love and understand me like the way my parents do if I love and respect them like the way I do to my parents?

I wanna be good to my bf's family. Bcoz I'll try to love whatever he loves.

The new life with many new people. I will laugh. I will cry. Definitely. I will change. Somehow.

But now I'm really scared.

Will LOVE really help ppl to conquer everything?

Will the one I love now always love me like the way he does right now?

Will he understand me, enuf to protect me?

Will LOVE still be LOVE......till the end of time?

......

I'm scared.

The sun

I always love the sunshine

Esp when the first light of the morning comes shine on my window

I love the smell of the summer

I love sunflower

I love the sunset on the beach

Waking up in a house with big windows

Marriage?

I've been thinking pretty much lately about the life after marriage.

Too many questions that can't be answered

Some people said Marriage is the ending of Love and Romance

Some people said Marriage is a new Beginning of your Life

In my mind, I still think positively about Marriage.

I think it's the result of Love. But like Love, it's gonna be bittersweet

....

But thanks God, I have no doubt who the right one is

:X

People come and People go

How would you feel when you saw someone you once were very close to, but you passed by, pretended that someone were just no more than a stranger...

I didn't know how I could do it

Maybe I'm pretty good at trying to forget

But you know what, I just felt "oh c'est la vie"

People come and people go - That's how the story goes

Lovely day

Just finished working after being back from the Zumba class

I love moving

I love dancing

I love studying new things

Got my 4th driving class today. I was pretty tired and bored bcoz same lessons since Mon, and bcoz it was too hot today

My bf was so lovely to take me to the fitness centre with him today :X

Suddenly, we've been pretty...close this week . I mean last week in about 6 days we didn't see each other. And this week, like yesterday he suddenly came to my house early, then we booked movie tickets to go to the cinema with my sis and her hubby. Anw, I love when he's close to me this way, when he spends his time for me, doing smt unexpected...

How about tomorrow dear? :P

Hungry :( I need to loseeeeeeeeee someeeeeeeeee WEIGTHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

:((

Love

Hal

xoxo

PS: Mommy, I just wanna thank you for the dress :X I love it :X I feel beautiful when I wear it :X

Haunted

I'm not feeling well

Emotion

Body

...

There're a few songs , everytime I listen to them, they just bring me right back to the past, to the moment when I first got the melody

I even can feel it

I even can smell it

Like being Haunted

...

The songs are still the same

The places are still the same

But something has changed

How?

Nobody really can answer that

Wedding dress

Just working on some illustrations for my dream wedding dress today. I wanna have a kinda big gorgeous main one, and 2 other simple copies of that. Oh I'm still a fashion designer :))

I want something classic, elegant, like the 50s, so I'm doing some research on Grace Kelly and Audrey :X

Sick ? )-:

Today suddenly it's been so cold and so cool

Took the driving license class today.

Got home, felt exhausted and quite sleepy

Ate smt for the late afternoon then just a lil bit for dinner

Then threw up everything

=,=

Kinda sick

I have no mood for gym, I just wanna lie on my bed and cover myself

God bless

Hal

xoxo

I hate!!!

- I hate ppl touching my properties and using them without my permission

- I hate ppl who always impose their viewpoint on others and think just bcoz they want the best for the world. Damn it!!

- I hate ppl who always think they're right. So whatever opinion is not coming from them or different with what they think, so it's wrong

- I hate ppl asking me "where are you going?" as if they were my parents

- I hate ppl asking me "how much is this?" for whatever I wear.

- I hate ppl turning on the loud sound in a quiet room. That means UNRESPECTABLE to me

Oh lah tired

Dậy từ sớm, ngồi chuẩn bị đồ, rồi make up như một cái máy. Xong bây giờ lại hết hứng thú muốn đi tập gym

Mệt

Mặt mũi sưng húp

Đầu đau

Người đau

Như kiểu sắp rời ra từng bộ phận ý

=,=

Hôm qua xong việc vào lúc 10pm, ăn một miếng pizza và uống 1 chai beer :)) Xong bữa :X


~ What's going on between us?


...

Alright

Nothing

Nothing at all

I'm still alright

Me myself and I

Alone Again

And naturally

:X


Now go to bed, things are gonna be fine

Hal

xoxo

Kết hôn??

Thực ra thì người ta kết hôn để mà làm gì trong khi có thể:

- Độc lập về kinh tế

- Độc lập về chính trị

- Độc lập về phương tiện đi lại

- Độc lập về hạnh phúc, khi mà niềm vui cũng có thể tự đi tìm

- Độc lập về nỗi buồn, khi mà muộn phiền cũng có thể tự giải quyết

- Độc lập về cách giải quyết vấn đề

Vậy lấy nhau làm gì nhỉ?

Chỉ để thỏa mãn niềm vui nho nhỏ một chốc lát? Chỉ để người đời khỏi nhìn vào mà nói "Ế!!"? Chỉ để cho bằng bạn bằng bè?

:))

Mệt và Thèm

Khi mệt mỏi thì người ta thèm rất nhiều thứ. Bây giờ mình cũng thế, thèm thèm một vài thứ hê hê

- Gặp một người thân yêu quen thuộc để chả làm gì cả, chả phải nói nhiều, chả phải trả lời nhiều, chỉ cần ngồi cạnh nhau cười nói vài câu vớ vẩn, không cần phải khách sáo cái gì cả.

- Khô bò

- Kẹo Haribo

- Long Island Iced Tea

- Đá me

- Kem

- Một chỗ thật cao để nhìn được mọi thứ lung linh lấp lánh

- Tắt đèn nghe ipod

Hết rồi đấy

Hôm nay trời tự nhiên mưa rất to từ chiều tới giờ. Sáng nay mình phải dậy rõ sớm, ra đường từ lúc 6am đi chợ với umma =,=

Ăn ít ngủ ít liệu có giảm được kg nào hem?

:))

Rồi thôi rủ mãi chả ai đi được vì mưa, đi thực hiện các cơn thèm một mình vậy. Ước gì có con Tiêu ở đây thì bất kể lúc nào nó cũng sẽ luôn bay đến với mình :D Nhớ nó :X Nhớ nhiều nhiều :X

Yêu đương

Hal

xoxo

A friend

A friend is someone who is willing to talk to you when you ask "Pls talk to me"

A friend is someone who is willing to listen to you when you say "I'm bored, I need to talk"

:D

I just have a day full of activities.

Gym

Driving class

Working

Hanging out with friends

From 7am till 11pm

What a lovely day

Maybe somehow I forgot how talkative I really am :p

It's not easy...

- It's not easy to find someone to call Friend

- It's not easy to have a real Friend whom you'd love to talk to

- It's not easy to find a soulmate

- It's not easy for a boyfriend to be a friend

...

Monday - Day 1

New trying for this week:

- Lose some weights :))

- Driving class

Yesterday I went to the cinema for Fast 5 with my bf... Grrr after watching that movie, I wish I'd be able to drive that fast one day =)) So I promise myself I'll pay attention on my class and will get a perfect license

I wanna lose some weights. PPl say I look skinny but I don't feel that right now :( Anyway I need to feel beautiful so well, support me :D No sugar, not much proteins and carbohydrate, one apple a day

The weather is so fucking hot these few days. Drink a lot of water :X

Love

Hal

xoxo

PS: God bless my bf's business today :X He's really tired now bcoz of troubles :( Hope everything is gonna be alright baby :X

Saturday again

First Saturday of May

Boring

Sleepy

Terrified

:))

What should I do now

The weather is so damn hot outside, I dunno whether I should get on my motorbike and go to the fitness centre (which is 10km far away from here) or not

I'm just getting used to "me-myself-and I" Saturdays

Any other way? :D

Hey there...

Good day so far.

Sometimes it's good to be alone, to have your own time to think about what you've been through, and where are you right now.

Hey there,

Today I remembered there was a You, sitting there, same place same corner, same drinks same smell...

Then I remembered, that You belong to the Past, and what we've got now is the Present

Right here and Right now, there is no You, there'll be no You. Not anymore.

Today on my way walking home, unintentionally I got the song that you loved to sing and whistle, playing on my ipod.

Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
...

It made me smile and I thought. Whatever it is now, whoever we are now, at least you meant something nice to me.

And yes that's enough

Take care, dear

Hal

xoxo

Someone like you

I heard that your settled down.
That you found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over.

Nevermind I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me I beg
I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love,but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love,but sometimes it hurts instead yeah.

You'd know how the time flies.
Only yesterday was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over yet.

Nevermind I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me I beg
I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love,but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nothing compares
no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me I beg,
I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love,but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me I beg,
I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love,but sometimes it hurts instead

Vacation in HN

Today is the last day of the vacation

Sunday my mom invited my bf's family to go to our restaurant to have dinner. It was happy bcoz my dad and his dad could go along very well :D

Then yesterday I spent the whole day to be with him and his family. Lunch, gym, dinner, movie together

I like being with him a lot :D

It's like the more I get close to him, the more I understand about the word Love. Sounds cliche a little bit, but it's true

I'm a bit worried about my bff Tieu, I really hope she'd find someone soon /:) You can love someone, I do think so baby :X

Enjoy this day :D Oh, I haven't been outta town for a long time :))

Dear friend

After all, it still gave me a *sigh...

Sorry if I did hurt you

I'll never forget what you did for me

Bye bye friend :)