LOVE! I'm scared!

I'm kinda wanting to be slower, take a little step backward

I'm scared

It's like since the day I was born, I've been a kinda stubborn girl

Mommy and daddy never used the rod to educate me like the other parents. When I was a kid, whenever I did wrong, they just talked to me until I totally understood and promised I'd never do it again.

So now, when I grow up, sometimes I still make mistakes, sometimes I don't listen to my parents, sometimes I TRY not to listen to my parents though I know all they want is the best for me. So when they blame me after that, I usually keep silence bcoz I know I did a wrong thing.

I'm getting used to my parents' way, I'm getting used to the way they love me.

And I know they understand who I really am. And even no matter how good or how bad I am, I know from the bottom of parents' hearts, they still love me with all they have

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When ppl grow up, luckily they will find a right one, and normally after that they get married.

I will get married, next year if nothing happens

My bf's family has been good to me. But somehow sometimes I still wonder, will they really love and understand me like the way my parents do if I love and respect them like the way I do to my parents?

I wanna be good to my bf's family. Bcoz I'll try to love whatever he loves.

The new life with many new people. I will laugh. I will cry. Definitely. I will change. Somehow.

But now I'm really scared.

Will LOVE really help ppl to conquer everything?

Will the one I love now always love me like the way he does right now?

Will he understand me, enuf to protect me?

Will LOVE still be LOVE......till the end of time?

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I'm scared.