Last hours of the year

Last hours of the year

I've just finished dinner and washing disheds.

It's really cold outside. But I love it, I can feel Tet holiday now

I'm feeling not too excited this year. Like spending the last year being single with my family, somehow it left a big gap in my heart. Everytime I think about it, I just wanna cry

Grandma is really sick, she's tired I know. My family is pretty worried about her, so am I... But there's nothing we can do. It's breaking my heart when I see her leaving us day by day...

Tomorrow is the 1st day of the lunar year. I'm staying in my room alone.

I don't know what to say now. I don't know what should I do...

I'm gonna capture this moment, and lock it in my heart. Forever. Forever...

Mommy, thank you for loving me. Daddy, thank you for loving me. Auntie, thank you for loving me. Grand ma, thank you for loving me. Kimmy, thank you for loving me

I will always be with you guys, not all of the day, but you know I will always be :)

I love you all. With all my heart and my soul. With everything I have.

I'm sorry for everything I did that make you guys feel disappointed and upset. I'm sorry :)

Thank you

Love

Hal

xoxo