Hôm nay Sushi được tròn 5 tháng tuổi. Cân nặng 9.8kg. Có vẻ khá nguy hiểm :))
Hôm qua mình đã khóc rất nhiều. Có cảm giác khóc mãi cũng không đủ để làm trôi đi cái cảm giác ngạt thở đấy. Ngạt thở vì tức giận, vì tủi thân, vì thất vọng
Có phải mình ngốc lắm không?
"Đời không như mơ. Tình không như thơ"... Vẫn biết là thế nhưng sao thấy đau đến thế? Vì bị nói dối? Hay vì thương chính bản thân mình?
I couldn't think you'd ever do that to me. I said I wish my 6th sense didn't work. I even lied to myself that it was not what I thought it was. But when I saw the text, I felt like everything good between us has gone. How could you do that to me while you kept telling me that you miss me and you love me? Then what if I didn't say anything? You would continue that story?
Now you told me that you know what's the limit. But I guess even you were lying to yourself...
What do I have to do now? What should I do? Pretend like nothing happened? Or walk away and leave everything behind?
I have my own rules. If you don't respect my rules. Then it means you totally don't respect me. Not at all.
Trust is like a paper. Once it's crumbled, it can't be perfect again...
You lost my trust. And I can't tell you how to get that back coz I even have no idea where it is now
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