Tipsy

Shiet, why do I have to try to say what I dun wanna say when I'm feeling this high?

:))

FAMILY

This morning when I woke up, I felt really bad, it was like I couldn't even open my eyes :))

I cried too much last night

So I didn't wanna get up

But then I thought, there're many prob I have to solve, crying just wastes time, and I need me myself to be strong

So I was out, took a coughing and headache medicines, ready to go

Family, aja aja :X

I love you guys

Messages

Some lovely mess just make me feel really betta :)

"suddenly i remember 2 urs ago... b4 I went abroad..
we used to hang out almost EVERY NIGHT...

Hallie oiiii, i miss u :((

its so cold over here, windy mostly... but still no sign of snow :(

i thought VN is not cold yet? uve got sick coz u neva eat properly as well >-< ure like "cay lie^u~" :p

dont die b4 i can go home n see u yeh :D

lov ya

♥"


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"Anytime, miss me yet? :D lol I've been busy these days working and working and just working. I'll be home soon before Xmas coz no where else is better than being home on this special holiday ain't it?

Keep warm sweetie, don't surprise me by losing too many weights because of getting sick ok?

Btw I think I'll have to surprise you by sending your letter to mr.Santa :D"


*******

"yeah, J is the person hooking you up with me, you can say otherwise too, i knew J from your page long time ago, ummm....it's complicated but interesting, ill tell you later, when you get better. As ive read your friends' messages on your page, you need some more rest right? Also, im a little bit busy now with studying,... final tests and papers dued and stuff, so ill contact with you as soon as im done with them. alright? hope youll completely recover from it very soon. [Lots of ppl love you, care about you and worry bout your health, so...i know theyll pray for you, i do too, even though weve never talked to each other before :)] ttyl"

8th December

8th December

13months

And another remarkable monthsary :))

unforgetable talking :))

I hoped that you'd remember, but finally you didn't :))

oh lah, actually I'm not feeling today is an anniversary of anyone :))

ok I'm not taking this too serious, living this way is much easier


Goodnite

Art of love

I’m saying sorry in advance cos this won’t always go to plan
Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted
It's in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we’re all about giving up
Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them
It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it
And it’s always getting better
It’s gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you’re beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention
Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love

Sometimes I’m gonna miss
I’m still learning how to give
I’m not giving up
I’m still learning how to love
Learning how to love…
Learning how to love

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love
(The art of love)

Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still trying to learn the art of love
Still learning, I'm still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
I'm gonna get it sometimes, cause I'm still learning
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
The art art of love

NO thanks :))

:))

I don't like yes no yes no decision

:))

Who?

When you're seriously ill

When you have troubles and need someone to lean on

When you lose your faith

When you see nothing but the darkness

When you wanna cry

When you're jobless, moneyless or homeless



...

You'll see who really loves you, and who really cares for you :)

They love and they care for you because you're you, though you have nothing at that time

They love and they care for you because they're really worried about you, not just care and love for a period of time...

Oh my God, so please let me know what's right and what's wrong :))

Then please let me know what do I have to do now?



...

Coz finally no matter how I've tried to be strong

I'm just a girl

And this's just an ordinary world...

L'onde amère

Perdre
Le fil du temps
Tâter le vent
N'avoir plus rien à craindres
Mais craindre
Qu'à tout moment
Au fil de l'eau
Il n'y ait plus rien à perdre

Suivre l'onde amère
Apprendre à vivre à ciel couvert
Se résoudre à ne plus avoir de repères
En avoir l'air

Fuir
À contresens
La dernière chance
D'avoir des choses à dire
Mais dire
Ce que l'on pense
Se faire violence
N'avoir plus rien à fuir

Suivre l'onde amère
Apprendre à vivre à ciel couvert
Se résoudre à ne plus avoir de repères
En avoir l'air

Feindre
De voir la jour
Le non-retour
Ne plus savoir à quoi s'attendre

…khi em bơ vơ và mơ hồ như lúc này đây anh à :)

Ngày sốt thứ 2

Ngày hôm qua giống như ác mộng

Sốt 39*, 39*6, 40*2… Thật sự là không có lúc nào hoàn toàn cảm thấy tỉnh táo cả. Ngủ li bì, cứ ngủ vài tiếng rồi thức dậy 20-30ph rồi lại ngủ lúc nào không biết. Nhiều giấc mơ hỗn độn trong đầu, giống như kiểu có quá nhiều ánh sáng trong những giấc mơ của mình vậy…

Cả nhà phải cách ly, bố nằm bên ngoài thức trông mình, sợ nếu mà mình tăng nhiệt độ nữa thì phải đi cấp cứu

May quá, sáng nay còn 38*5

Bác sĩ đến lấy máu về để làm xét nghiệm coi có phải mình bị sốt xuất huyết hay hông. Bị lấy máu không thấy đau lắm, nhưng nhìn thấy máu thì thấy chóng mặt kinh khủng :-s thật sợ..

Kết quả là mình chỉ bị viêm phổi thôi chứ không phải sốt xuất huyết. God bless…Nhưng vẫn phải kiểm tra thêm 2 hôm nữa, nếu bắt đầu phát ban và chảy máu thì phải đi bệnh viện

:(

Ôi, giờ mới biết thế nào là ốm nặng…

Thèm ăn chocolate và đồ ngọt nhưng cũng chẳng ăn được nhiều

Bạn bè rất dễ thương, hỏi thăm mình liên tục

Anh cũng đang bị ốm :-< khổ thân anh quá

Sốt

Sốt

Hwa trước khi đi ngủ đã thấy chóng mặt hoa mắt. Vừa ngủ 1 lát thì tỉnh dậy

Rét

:))

Chưa bao giờ có cảm giác rét như thế íh =,=

Quay sang Kim định nhờ lấy chăn vì mình rét quá thì gọi mãi nó cũng ư ử :))

Mình mặc thêm 1 cái áo, đắp thêm 1 cái chăn bông to sụ, đi tất, cố gắng lăn được xuống bếp làm cốc trà nóng

Chăng ăn thua

Sợ thế :(

Sợ quá nt cho bf với Tiêu…bik là chẳng nhận được reply đâu nhưng vẫn cứ gửi vì…sợ =))
Thế mà Tiêu reply còn chửi mình chứ :)) con chóe

Bi giờ vẫn sốt 39*, mình chỉ sợ làm lây ra mẹ mà thôi :( thà cứ ốm 1 mình còn hơn :(