Wednesday 17th June

"Everything was fine yesterday, that was our illusion" __ that's what I should say today :))


I've realized, working in the fashion industry, you have to own a very very brave heart to welcome every surprises :)) OMG I got home at around 10pm last night and I was outta energy and I was hungry. I thought my face was really...colorless at that moment :))

I wish I could own a big amount of money then I could do my own business. But no prob, that's usual, not many young ppl at my age can own a big amount of money :D

I have a big prob with my memory, shiet, if I didnt have my schedule, I'd probably forget everything :(( this's not good, not really good. Sorry cd, I lost you :((

I've been listening to this song, again, and again. I'm wondering, I'm pretty updated, but why all of my favourite things are all so old, like music, movie? :)) And I hardly change my thought if I really like something :D

And Aubrey was her name,
A not so very ordinary girl or name.
But whos to blame?
For a love that wouldnt bloom
For the hearts that never played in tune.
Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing,
Take away the words that rhyme it doesnt mean a thing.

And Aubrey was her name.
We triped the light and danced together to the moon,
But where was june.
No it never came around.
If it did it never made a sound,
Maybe I was absent or was listening to fast,
Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past,

But God I miss the girl,
And Id go a thousand times around the world just to be
Closer to her than to me.

And Aubrey was her name,
I never knew her, but I loved her just the same,
I loved her name.
Wish that I had found the way
And the reasons that would make her stay.
I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest.
If I cant have the one I want, Ill do without the best.

But how I miss the girl
And I'd go a million times around the world just to say
She had been mine for a day.