This pain

It's like a piece of my heart has gone.
And now I'm still wondering how to get it back.

Sometimes when unintentionally I think about what he did to me, it still hurts, a bit firstly then I move to be really depressed..

I wanna scream, I wanna be angry, I wanna throw everything away. But somehow there is something still pulling me back. Like the pieces of my heart which left saying : "don't let anyone see you in this situation coz they're gonna tell you it ain't worth a bit"

Dear, I'm still making excuse that you're worth the pain. But it aint so easy for me.