Losing my interests

Currently I've lost interests in everything.

Yes I don't even know what I'm doing

I still wonder why ppl have to get married, then there'll be so many things must be done, need to be done but we don't really want to.

When ppl live to seek for some random happiness, it rarely comes. Only moments. Only moments. Happiness is like ice-cream. If you want it, you have to open the box, but then it will melt away

I've been tired lately.

Stuck with responsibilities and stuck with my heart. I'm in the middle. I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't

I hate me being like this, when I can't even sure about myself

I'm just being overloaded a bit maybe

Hopefully

Peace

Hal

xoxo