Bad dreams again...

Another bad dreams again. I don't think I have enuf courage to go to sleep again. 3 days 3 stories and nothing was good. I could feel the tears in my eyes now and my heart is still beating so fast. 

I'm scared

I'm scared

I'm scared

I'm so scared

Last night in my dreams, 2 of the most important ppl in my life betrayed me. Left me. Simply. Easily. 

I can feel this pain so clearly

So clearly that I think everything is real

...

What's wrong with me?