Rainy - thinking - day

I know that nothing lasts forever.

You can't love someone forever.

You can't hate someone forever.

I don't deny that I'm so happy with what I have now. A new chapter of my life that I always dream of. A new family that I'm so in love with.

But I'm scared of what "will" happen one day. I know bad things will come. I'm scared that I'd not feel this love anymore one day. I'm scared that he won't love me and want me like this anymore one day. I'm scared that we'll feel tired of each other and want to give up on each other like we did before...

I'm scared

:D

Everytime I feel happiness, I always feel scared as well.

.....

I was pretty sick, gotta stay in my parents' house for 3 days, lying on bed only.

Now when I got back, I feel something different.

I don't know what kinda difference

Maybe I'm in the most sensitive time of my life.

Haiz

So tired

Today it rained so hard in Hanoi. Like it's never rained like that before. So I couldn't get to my house. And my husband couldn't come to take me home. So I'm staying in my parents' house.

But I must say I love staying with parents after getting married :D Coz dunno why they turn to treating me like a kid :p

Love you mom and dad

Anyway goodnite

Diary, I'm sorry for being so lazy writing news in here. I promise I will try better

Love

Hal

xoxo

Thank God for always loving me and listening to me :)

Thank you