You pissed me off

There will always be a "lie" in Believe
An "over" in Lover
An "end" in Friends
An "us" in Trust
and an "If" in Life


I was too tired yesterday. Too tired to even stand on my own feet after working hours. And I felt like I couldn't breath

I thought maybe I'd cook something simple for dinner. But then when you texted me and said you were tired, I told myself to get up and should go and do something better for you.

I swear all I thought was about You

I swear that no matter what I do and no matter where I go and whoever I'm with, I always think about you and worry about you the most.

But do you?

I felt like a fool yesterday, waiting for you hopelessly to come to pick me a little earlier because I was too tired. I just wanted to go home and lie next to you, then things would be better

All about what you did was just give me a text saying that you'd be late, and you wouldn't care about what I asked.

So I'm wondering is it a shame for you to answer your wife's text while you're with people?

I never wanna bother you if you wanna have time hanging out and having fun, without me. Coz we both need our own space sometimes. But pls think of me a little, like a few seconds. That's all. I don't ask for more

You made me feel like I couldn't rely on you, because you'd not come to rescue me no matter how I beg

:)

Anyway, I don't hate you. I hate myself for not trusting you completely 100%.