Last Sunday 27/01, when I was having breakfast with my husband, suddenly my water broke. So right away we came to the hospital. It was such a long day to me, to my husband and our families. Coz my water broke but there was no sign that I'd give birth on that day. Then I had to wait.... A minute was like an hour. Then late night about 10pm, the doctor checked me, then he said he'd help me to open more quickly. Then after that, it was the hardest hours in my whole life. There was no words can describe that pain. I had to use epidural, then after that was kinda a lot of injections to help me relieve pain. But my body still in shock without control, and my tears started to fall out that I couldn't help. I didn't mean to cry, but I did...
Then the moment when my baby came out was pretty easier for me, just took around 5 mins :D My baby - came out at 2:54am Monday 28/01/2012. After that I just felt so exauted and asleep. But I couldn't sleep coz I just wanted to hold him tight in my arms and feed him.
The night after that was crazy too, after all the relieve pain medicine gone, I couldn't stop crying because of the pain. So the nurse gave me 2 more Efferalgan.
I'll never forget that day, that moment :D I'm pretty scared of giving birth now :))
Now I'm staying in my parents' house. I'll be here for a month then after that will be another one month in my husband's parents house. Then after that I'll be freeeeeee like a bird :D Back to our own house, do whatever we want and whenever we like. Freedom :D I miss my house, I miss my husband everyday tho I see him everyday. I cry every night :((
Time, please fly. I wanna see my boys growing up :p
I wanna be back to my baby's arms, watching and chatting with him. Like the way we did before
LOVE
Hal
xoxo
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