9 days , it was like yesterday. And somehow I start to feel calm down now. The sun shines so damn beautiful today. Haizz and I still have to lock myself at home
Sushi usually wakes up 3 times every night to ask me to feed him. I'm scared of the night :)) But luckly I still have my mom to help me sometimes when I'm too tired to handle him alone. I lose weights pretty quickly and now I just have about 3 kgs to lose to get back to my used-to-be-weights. But ppl say I look so thin that makes them afraid I'd not have enough health to take care of Sushi. I can't deny that I feel really tired sometimes. But I'm the type of ppl who can't gain weight if I don't have enough time to sleep at night or I can't sleep well. So tah dah, I eat pretty much, even more than the time I was pregnant, but I still lose weights.
This Tet holiday my sis is gonna be here with us until the 2nd day of the New Year. So we will be a family again :p like the way we were before we get married. It's gonna be difficult to have this time again :)
I'm trying to train Sushi :p, to not wake up too many times at night. So hopefully when he's 3 months old, he will be able to do it :x
I'm the kinda girl who's easy to get hurt by words and actions...So when I say that I'm fine, it doens't mean that I'm not crying inside :)
LOVE
Hal
xoxo
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