25/12/2012 - One month before Xmas

One month before Xmas.

Since when I love counting down the day till Xmas?.... I think no matter where I am, how old I am, I still love Xmas with all my heart and soul

Listening to old Xmas songs, drinking a cup of hot tea, in a cozy room. Happiness is simple and it's here.

Hopefully one day I will have a chance to see Xmas in Paris, catching snow in my hands :p

Brrr I'm still dreaming of a white Xmas dear

I couldn't sleep well last night. My baby is growing so fast these days so sometimes he's really naughty and moving a lot inside of me. I can't deny that I love feeling him inside of me, but not at 2 in the morning =,=

I'm so looking forward to my due date. And btw I'm so scared of it too :p

Ppl said it's gonna be so damn hurt. I know. I've always prepared for that. But I'm scared :(((((((( Tho I know my hubby will be there to hold my hand, but I'm still so scared :((

God bless :x

Baby Mommy love you :)

Hal

xoxo

Mood swing

Từng tuổi này vẫn hỉnh thoảng bị những cái cơn mood swing thật đáng ghét

Ai động chạm gì cũng muốn chảy nước mắt

Hôm nay Kim với Ed về thăm nhà chồng. Trời thì xầm xì chuyển rét.

Một mình mình đi taxi về nhà. Giữa trưa

Tự dưng cũng thấy buồn phiền.

Empty. Alone

haizzz

Chả hiểu ra sao nữa. Cứ đổ tại là hôm nay 23 đi cho lành

Ôi bik bao giờ mới thật sự là control được bản thân mình??

Time changes everything

Relationships end because once the person has you, they stop doing the things that took to get you...

I can't deny that Time is always a big matter. It changes people, it changes everything, the smallest to the biggest things. So don't ever think that you can win Time. Nothing can overcome it.

My heart is too sensitive. That's my biggest weakness that drives me crazy sometimes.

Sometimes I feel lost and don't know whom I can rely on...

A friend of mine said I see things in pink all the time, so when things turn to be grey, I tend to not look at the reality. I tend to keep it inside and try to forget it.

I'm scared, Gosh I'm scared :))

Trust is easy to get and once it's gone, like paper that crumpled, it can't be back perfect again

All I still need to learn everyday is how to keep my heart safe, by my own self

You pissed me off

There will always be a "lie" in Believe
An "over" in Lover
An "end" in Friends
An "us" in Trust
and an "If" in Life


I was too tired yesterday. Too tired to even stand on my own feet after working hours. And I felt like I couldn't breath

I thought maybe I'd cook something simple for dinner. But then when you texted me and said you were tired, I told myself to get up and should go and do something better for you.

I swear all I thought was about You

I swear that no matter what I do and no matter where I go and whoever I'm with, I always think about you and worry about you the most.

But do you?

I felt like a fool yesterday, waiting for you hopelessly to come to pick me a little earlier because I was too tired. I just wanted to go home and lie next to you, then things would be better

All about what you did was just give me a text saying that you'd be late, and you wouldn't care about what I asked.

So I'm wondering is it a shame for you to answer your wife's text while you're with people?

I never wanna bother you if you wanna have time hanging out and having fun, without me. Coz we both need our own space sometimes. But pls think of me a little, like a few seconds. That's all. I don't ask for more

You made me feel like I couldn't rely on you, because you'd not come to rescue me no matter how I beg

:)

Anyway, I don't hate you. I hate myself for not trusting you completely 100%.

8.11.12 - Happy anniversary

It's been 4 years since we met :) 8.11.2012 today is our anniversary

4 years with laughs and tears

4 years with sharing and misunderstanding

4 years with happiness and sorrow

But I'm happy to be with you today

To see you every morning when I wake up

To hold you every night before I go to sleep

I hate to remember about what happened last year :) But it's been a year, and you've showed me how to love again...

I know there's still a long road ahead with many troubles... But as long as you hold my hand this tight. And as long as I can trust you this way. We can conquer everything, right?

I love you :x

Hal

Xoxo

Another bad dream...

Hóa ra điều khiến mình sợ hãi nhất vẫn là bị bỏ rơi

Cảm giác khi đang yêu thương một thứ gì đó, rồi bỗng nhiên tất cả biến thành mây khói... Thật đáng sợ...

Cứ mỗi lần quen với việc gì đấy, yêu một điều gì đấy, mình lại đâm ra sợ bị mất, điều mình yêu thương sẽ bỏ rơi mình...

Ám ảnh kinh khủng...

Lại vừa nằm mơ linh tinh. Hôm nay HN mưa bão, trời mưa suốt từ sáng đến giờ. U ám xám xịt đáng ghét ghê.

Nằm mơ giật mình tỉnh dậy, vội vã lấy phone nhắn tin như mọi lần... Hóa ra cũng chỉ là em nằm mơ thôi :P Hú hồn

Sợ

Sợ bị mất.

Sợ bị bỏ rơi

Thành ra nhiều khi sợ khi mình bắt đầu yêu...

Hôm nay em bé ngoan, nằm im ko quấy mama nhiều. Hôm trước đi khám bác sỹ, tiêm uốn ván mũi 2 xong xuôi rồi. Hóa ra tiêm cũng chẳng đau lắm, giờ mình chẳng sợ tiêm nữa :p

Ngày mai anh đi công tác. 2 ngày thôi. Nhưng mà ghét. Vì trời mưa. Vì đang có nhiều chương trình hay trên TV. Vì có người xoa lưng ôm mình mỗi tối. Vì có người chiều mình. Vì nhiều thứ.

 ...

Ghét mưa

Hal

xoxo

Life, oh life

The feeling of having a very tiny little people in your body is so amazing

My boy is so naughty :p he loves kicking his mommy. But I do love him, I love the feeling of waking up every morning and feeling him inside of me. Not many days left I will see him face to face. To kiss him, to hold him, to touch him, and to love him with all my heart and my soul

I'm at the 27 week now. I've gained around 5kg. And still there're some ppl doubting about me - pregnant. Even some salespeople at the baby shops :)) I don't feel to hard to be pregnant, except everyday after work and get home, I do feel exhausted, and just wanna lay down on my bed and don't have to care about cooking dinner, or chores anymore. But still I have to get up coz I hate seeing my house look dirty and messy. Sometimes it drives me crazy and crying without knowing why :p

My hubby he helps me a lot, but he's just a man, so he only helps when I ask him to :D And I know he's already had many troubles at work, so everytime I wanna skip cooking and go outside, thinking of him having a long day without a real meal, I don't feel tired of getting up anymore.

The weather is so lovely today. I will have a day out with my friends today :D Now let's go and enjoy

LOVE

Hal

xoxo

I'm scared of October

I'm scared of October

I just looked around my diary last year. October was fulled in tears and hopeless

I'm scared. I'm really scared

I still remember all the tears. All the feelings. All the sadness

I still remember everything. Your voice. Your lies.

I still remember every raindrops.

I don't know how. I don't know when. It will be over

I love you :) I really do. But I'm scared it will happen again. Coz somehow I always think it'll happen again

Tell me what do I have to do now?

...

Anh :x

Dear anh

It's been almost 6 months since our wedding day. And I still feel like "can't help but falling in love with you" :D

I love you. I love the way you kiss me when I'm half asleep or simply you kiss me when I'm sleeping (then I'll be waken up by that kiss)

I love you when you help me to wash dishes, to carry heavy things upstair downstair

I love the way you hold my hands when we hang out.

I love you when you tease me everyday before we go to bed

I love you when you hold me :) when you kiss me on my cheek every morning before we get outta bed to go to work

I love you when you ask me whether if I'm full or not. You always worry if I'm hungry

I love you coz you love out baby and I know you're so excited to wait for our boy

I love you simply because you are my baby's father

And I hate you because you spend time with your game when you're home. Coz I just want you to be mine. All mine - Your mind, heart and soul.

I love you :)

Hal
Xoxo

Feeling the autumn

Thời tiết Hanoi mấy hôm nay mát dịu đáng yêu kinh khủng. Nắng vàng rực rỡ lấp lánh :x

Nếu ko mệt thì mình chỉ muốn ở ngoài đường càng nhiều càng tốt :X Đi loanh quanh ngó nghiêng la cà quán xá :x Cảm giác thật phấn chấn hạnh phúc íh

Em bé dường như là hiểu mama, cứ có tiếng động hay tiếng mình gọi là trả lời mình :x

Đến tháng 2 là mình được gặp em bé rồi, I'm gonna be a cool mom I swear

Thời tiết làm mình bớt khó chịu hơn. Mình cũng không tăng nhiều kg lắm. 24 tuần tăng khoảng 4kg. Khá là perfect.

Em bé ngọ nguậy của mama ơi. Con ngoan nha :x

Today is 8th, our monthsary. We've been together for 3 years and 11 months :) Such a long road right?

I'm happy that you're my baby's father :x

LOVE

Hal

xoxo