April

I have a habit, everytime when I feel stress or upset about anything, I'd love to go to the fitness centre, run for 6km till my feet are tired then take shower. All of the bad things just simply go away after that.

Yesterday I started to go to the California Fitness and Yoga. Everything was just new, lots of machines. Oh I love that. Tho it takes around 30mins by motor from my house. Pretty far, but anyway, I'll try :D

The trainers in the centre said I have to gain weight and gain the fat in my body, around 4,5kg fat. But anyway I still wanna lose some weights :"> I have to thank my bf's mother for giving me 50 hours to train with a private coach. So hopefully after these hours, I will have a perfect body :)) :X

Is that my b'day coming up? I feel nothing till today actually :)) I don't expect anything. Or maybe I don't dare to expect anything, the wishlist that I wrote down here a few days ago was just for fun :))

Be honest, I'd be a little upset and disappoint if I didn't receive any wishes or presents on my b'day :)) But I also don't want anyone to mention that I'm getting older and older lol

I'm complicated. But I celebrate it !

Love

Hal

xoxo