1st day

7 hours ago...

31/12/2008

exactly the same feeling like the last year - 31/12/2007

I was among many ppl, many friends, many sounds, many laughs, many things but I didn't even understand what they were...

somehow I was like in the middle of nowhere

I do really hate that feeling , the feelin when my feet cannot touch the ground, the feeling when I feel so cold though I'm putting on many clothes...

I didn't even care about wat ppl talking to me, the only thing I could say was "hehe happy new year" . cliche'

the best thing I could do was trying to be ok

I needed someone to tell me what I should do, what I should say...

but anyway, I cannot blame anyone for not telling what I should say eh , it was my fault

just trying to be strong a lil more each day , to be a big girl , I really hate my teardrops

trying not to hurt anyone anymore

trying not to be sensitive anymore

trying to be cooler and colder :')

the new lesson I think I should learn this year is HOW TO EXPLAIN , I'm always not good at explaining my thoughts , the words come out not so right sometimes :D . that's why sometimes when I wanna say smt, I have to say it twice. But I also have to remember not many ppl can accept the 2nd time :D . haizz why I am so quiet when I should say smt =))

I don't understand why me and Tiêu always have the same feeling at the same time

the last thing I remember is I tried to pull her up and hugged her saying "we're safe I'm gonna take you home baby" (actually she was the one who took me home =)) )

but I have to prepare that she's leaving...

I have to learn the way to protect myself and find the way to go home on my own feet watever happens like the time I was in HCMC

and I have to be back to be the ME , like the way I was


...

well today is a new day anyway

things will never be the same , I almost forgot that ...

Thanks AD and Tieu so much for being the one who held my hand so tight and took me home last nite :D , at least the lyrics aint quite right is it? :D

Tiêu ah , when you leave , I'll never let anyone see me crying anymore

I promise






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jeudi, janvier 01, 2009

Ngôi sao gần trái đất nhất có khoảng cách 4,3 năm ánh sáng. Một năm ánh sáng là 9.460 tỷ km. Điều đó có nghĩa là phải đi qua 40.678 tỷ km mới có thể tìm thấy em...

...where r u now?