19th Monday January 2009

I hate to say that I'm crying

but anyway no one knows this blog

so i'm crying, is it clear enouf now that I'm lost and I'm crying?????

I hate to admit that a supa girl knows how to cry

I'm a supa girl but I'm crying now at this moment

I'm so sad and so lost now

I never ever want my mom and my family seeing me so weak like this

so I went out walking for the whole day, like until my feet got hurt, did some stuff. did a good job

and came back home with the red eyes, but thanks God my parents didn't see that

:')

big girls don't cry

I'm such a big girl

but I know how to cry

tu me manques

watever no one cares

I have to know how to be a big girl

but it's really really hard to be a big girl don't cry

:)


but today I was totally a big girl

when mom aksed me wat happened?

I smiled, I laughed and said '"what? nothing mommy hehe I worked for the whole day and now I'm tired, that's why my eyes are so emotionless now."


mommy I swear to God that even my heart is crying so bad inside but I'll never ever let you see that..

I love you