Jeudi, Janvier 08, 2009

hom nay

ra xuong? xong di ve`, cafe vs may' ng` ban

tu nhien bi gio` nho' anh qua' anh oi* T__T

may' ngay` nay` thay' tat ca? moi thu' cu' on` ao`... nhu gio' y' , on` ao` va` voi. va~ hon* ca? csong^' trong HCMC

may' ngay` nay` minh` noi' nhieu` qua' , noi' nhu* may' khau^ tu` sang' den' toi' :-j

bi gio` minh` dang can` co' ng` noi' cho minh` nghe day'

bi gio` ben hang` xom' nha` minh` dag karaoke nua~ , hat' thi` nhu do*? hoi*

dau dau` vai~ chuong? (=,=)

bik la` anh se~ chang? bao gio` co' tg doc. cai' blog nay`, hoac la` anh cung~ chang? co' tg de? bik co' 1 cai' blog the' nai` existed :D

nhg thoi cu' viet :))

that I always wanna say thank you (the most cliche' thing) for everything

that you're the one who makes me feel so warm and happy

that I know you'll always protect me

that I've never ever had this kind of feeling before, like trusting a guy 100% but more than trusting , I don't know how to call this feeling coz actually 3 years ago when I was with my ex, I just simply trusted him, not this kinda trust... I'm not good at explaining :-j

I know that you still think that I'm the girl of social life, someone who loves to have fun. But you don't know that it's not true all the time. When I'm tired I just become so quite completely. And at that moment, right at that moment, I wish I could be with you... even when we're in a noisy place, it'll turn to be peaceful to me

I'm not tough as I always wanna be...

there're many many things that I really wanna let you know, but then I'll have to take time to find out the words that explain my thoughts or maybe to find out the way to make you can feel me...

I wish you could sympathize and be patient. It's not becoz of I don't wanna tell you, just becoz everything has been so fresh to me. I haven't heard about the word "bf" for such a long time. Sometimes when I receive your sms, saying that you love me, I feel that "I can't believe that now I do have someone who loves me truly and I'm so thankful that I met him, am I dreaming or I'm still awake?" . Today when a friend asked me "do you have a bf?" , I said "yes" and suddenly I felt so happy so I started to talk about you as if my friend knew you already :D dunno why

I wanna tell you that I do miss you too , but sometimes I'm just afraid I'd destroy your important meetings or you might be busy at that time :p I'll be so upset and "nghĩ lung tung" when I don't get a reply...

my mom, she even said that I shouldn't disturb you too much , shouldn't ask you to take me out for dinner coz you must be so damn tired after a long day working ... she made me feel so "hoang mang" a lot :))

so I'm so contradictory, one half of mine says "only a sms doesn't kill a lot of his time", one half of mine always tells me "you can't sms him just to say that you're tired, he's being tired too, he has lots of things to decide... you cannot be selfish like that" . somehow my mind is fighting inside...

I miss the way you sms me after you take me home...

miss your songs...

miss your emails...

miss you :x

I wanna send you this but guess you don't have time to control your mailbox, so I decided I should write them down here...

gui? gio' cho may^ ngan` bay =)) =)) =)) tu. nhien hang` xom' hat' cau^ day' chu' =))



-7:19pm Thursday 8th Jan 09 - 2months